Happy Halloween(;

Woke up in a choooppin’ mood(; Plans were getting ruined all day because people couldnt go anymore. -_____- Planned the next time we’re getting fucked up (: After homecoming, baby ! hahah. Since they were laggin to pick me up, helped pass out candy. Got picked up shortly after. Walked around Oceanview w/ Rheya, Christie, Christian, Akari for a short while, then Dawn for a shorter while. When we were done, decided to get some In N Out. Kaleyl came with us. Shit was deliiiicious(: I was so fucking full after. Was making kissy faces at Kaleyl in the car and that nigga tried to kiss me back. Haha. Bitchass. Discussed the taking of Warren’s virginity in the car. Funny ass shit. hahaha. Dropped off at home and knocked out. Im suuuper excited for Homecoming weekend(;

October 31, 2010

Lagged all day until it was time to get ready. Updated my swangin playlist though. Picked up by Kahsa & Shewit. Me & Kahsa were twins. Drama at Aleka’s. After a while, we were on our way there. Haunted Hotel ! omg. I’m suuuch a pussy. lmao. I was so scared. Billy was being a dick. Validated parking, then off to Hooters. I had nooo idea what to order in that bitch. Hahah. Strolled arounf downtown for a bit, after. Decided to kick it at Christian’s after. Got there and everybody started playing beer pong. Hahah. Aleka sucks ! Had to leave early because I thought i didn’t have a ride home :/ Jeff called me on the way home though and fell asleep on the phone with me. Maaan, if I woulda stayed, ooooh the possibilities(; Especially w/ Wu ! hahah. I had aaaaalll the amazing ass dreams about what could have happened(; Bahahah.

October 30, 2010

My girls > Yours

Spirit Week - Day 5;  Halloween Costumes (;

Pro hour = good ass sleep(: People have no childhood. They really didn’t know who I was. Got recorded for video announcements saying who I was. Progess reports were horrible ! -_______- . Coach’s class for 6th. New friend named Chris. haha. Stayed afterschool and took pictures. Aleka’s house after until we figured out what to do. Plans got ruined. Ended up going to Pauline’s house for her kickback. Took a shot, swanged, & yeee(: Home after.

October 29, 2010

Spirit Week - Day 4;  Color War (; (Seniors wear red)

Scored lower on my SAT, than last year. -_____- Found out some good news in 4th<33 Not allowed to say what, but I won something(; Sub in 6th, ditched w/ Voleake to Coach R’s class. That shit was funny. She told the class who my ex was and they were all shocked. lmao. Afterschool, bought my Otay homecoming ticket. I’m going broke. -_______- . Appt at 5 w/ ILS. Got picked up after, by Voleake. Sweetwater basketball game. Webcam w/ Sean, Adrian, and Voleake when I got home. Sean got asked to homecoming all cute (: Slept hella early.

October 28, 2010

Spirit Week - Day 3; Gender Bender Sports Day.

Bitchass Arias made me change out my gender bender outfit. -________-. I had everything, too. Worked voting during lunch. Senate meeting afterschool. Chula Vista w/ Rheya & Erika to look for centerpieces and masks for homecoming. Phone w/ Ivaan, then with Akari. I’m pretty sure I webcammed with Jae? I forgot. But according to twitter, i had so much fun doing something.

October 27, 2010

Spirit Week - Day 2; Twin Day (;

Woke up, washed my long socks, and realized there was an ASB meeting ! Arrived late. Bleh. Me & Kahsa got bitched at by Mr. Neria & Mrs. Arias. Mrs. Arias is a stuuuupid bitch. I fucking hate her dumb, lying ass. She even tried to turn Kahsa against me. I’m going to beat some cub crew’s ass, too. Fucking lying ass snitches. Switched working schedules with Melissa. AP Gov was chill. Talked to Theresa - normal shit. Worked at Nutrition. Potato Ball & Weight room in Sayers. Erik is so damn funny. Told Ivaan about the rumor. He already knew ! His girlfriend asked him about it last night. I don’t even know why he’s going out with her. All the shit he says makes it seem like he’s not even happy. Oh, apparently, he knows I don’t like Vanessa. I don’t give a fuck. lmao. Everybody knows. Fuck it. Plotted another scandalous scheme for Prom, by the way. Underclassmen should be allowed at OUR prom. bahahah. Worked during lunch, got suuuper pissed at Patrick again for not buying his ticket. 6th was bleh. Fire drill scared the fuck out of me. Saved Cindy’s life though(: Chilled with Coach R & watched New Moon, after. Made an announcement for her, too :O Then, got picked up to go buy the sheer for my halloween costume. Got some ! (: I just need to cut it and stuff and I’m all set. Got some Costco pizza, then got bitched at about college. I can’t believe she fucking threatened to take the kids to the PI if I didn’t stay in SD. She can’t stop me from living my life ! Picked up the kids and came home to a Tumblr hater. Shit was cute. I’m pretty sure I know who it is. Tried to take a nap, but too many people kept talking to me. Bleh. Marcus, who has been texting me all day, admitted he still has feelings for me. I told him he shouldnt. 3 wayed with Jeff & Voleake, then webcammed with Jae. She wrote me some spoken word poetry(: Phone call from Derek. Watched Glee. Updated my last 4 365’s. Knocked out.

October 26, 2010

Spirit Week - Day 1; Pajama Day (;

Woke up swangin’ ! (: It fuuucking rained & I was wearing shorts. Fuck it though. Got bitched at about it, but whatever. I managed to bring my Panda to school, too(: (Did I mention it’s the panda Ivaan bought me when he asked me out?) I think I looked pretty good. Got kinda irritated with DJ in 2nd period, but w/e. Got super pissed at Patrick for not buying his ticket yet. Presented with 3rd and Kristine got his cooch juice all over my panda. At home, I was picking fights with everybody. Did it w/ Akari & with Derek. W/e. I got pissed at both of them and told them I was going to bed. Found out a rumor was going around that me & Ivaan got caught making out in the bathroom, while he was going out with Cassie. I seriously laughed at how fucking ridiculous it was. Funny shit. I wonder if his girlfriend knows? Hahahah.

October 25, 2010

Curled my hair to see how it would look for homecoming (: You can’t see my tiara ):

Slept for a long ass time. Haha. I was exhausted. Got bored and decided to curl my hair to see how it would look for homecoming. Accomplished some homework. Not much though. Webcammed with Akari. I’m starting to like him, but it’s kinda eh. Ernie was revealing his true love for me while he was high. Funny shit. 3-wayed with Jeff & Voleake. Got a scandalous ass idea for tomorrow(:

October 24, 2010

Sweetwater Homecoming.

Woke up expecting a good day, but got pissed because I found out I didn’t have a homecoming date anymore. -______- . Didn’t really prepare. I wasn’t that excited for it. Christian picked me up and went to Plaza with him, Rheya, and Aleka. Couldnt find the rest of my costume :( Got my tiara though(; Got picked up by Voleake & Billy. Went to Billy’s house to get ready. Picked up Sandrex & Tori, then headed to SUHI homecoming. Texted Jeff the whole time, he was telling me how he wasn’t going to homecoming. I fucking check his tweets and it turns out he is. -______-. Fucking liar. Night was okay. Billy was being a dick. Did some swaaaangin’ ! (; Kenneth says I’m the only person he knows that actually goes on beat<3 swaaangin’ partner right there (: Got dropped off after and went to Mikey’s. Derek came over, but I was kinda ignoring him. When he walked me home, I kept turning my head when he kissed me :/ I felt so bad after.

October 23, 2010

Today was fucking hectic. I was so stressed and pissed off. Assembly & Game. Ahhh, plenty of ups & downs. Mostly downs. Especially guy-wise ! Fuck !

Woke up at 6, got to the school at 7. I fucking started raining while i was wearing a dress. Set up for the assembly. It’s always fun with Kahsa, walking the runway and shit. Hahah. Was supposed to get out of first to finish, but Ms. Liang was being a bitch and said no ! We didn’t even do shit in that class -_____- I was so pissed. Sub in 2nd, yet still managed to accomplish all my work. Was getting aaaalll the compliments today(: “Hey ! Calm down !” . Mrs. Arias was bitchin after nutrition. I was pissed. Then, i found out Mr. Espinoza wanted us to not have Gender Bender ! I was sooo pissed. Stupid bitch. Fuck him, I’m going to do it anyway. ASB for 5th & 6th. Walked Ivaan to get all his shit, had to bring the laptop to the gym in heels, and kept getting bitched at about concessions. Omg. I was so stressed. Did the run through for the assembly. Got super pissed because some kids took 2 of the masks. Omg. I wanted to stick my fucking heel in their skulls. Assembly was okay. Saw some kids trying to take another mask. Walked my ass up there and got that shit back in a quickness. Slideshows were pretty great(: People got boo’d during the fashion show D: I heard I only got boo’d once and that was just because I was a senior. People are fucking mean. lmao. Senior mosh pit at the end was fucking craaazy ! lmao. omg. That shit was scary. Hahhaha. Fun though. First time ! Hahah. Walked with Ivaan to get his shit after. Cleaned up the gym, then chilled for a bit until I had to work. Fucking forgot my sweater in the ASB. I was soo cold. Worked for an hour and a fucking half -______-. I was so pissed. Then Derek was ignoring me. Omg. Theeeen, it was unbelievably how many guys I used to chop at were there. “Janisha can’t say hi to nobody?” & “She’s not as pretty as you, though”. lmao. They wonder why I never fell for those choppers in the first place. Watched the game. We fucking suck. Hahah. Apparently, I gave this look to V when she said hi to me, that made her walk away. lmao. Funny shit. Uhh, Derek apologized to me and 3 of the boys I used to talk to got jealous. “Are you talking to him or what?” & “Seee, she’s happy now.” After the game, Akari walked me out. He’s warm. Hahah. He hugged me for a long ass time. He has a long tongue(: I don’t know how I feel about anybody anymore :/ Got our shit from the ASB after. Dropped Kahsa off at her house, then Elisabeth’s house to try on a jacket. Vented for a little, then got dropped off at home. Didnt get home til like 10:30. Texted Jeff & Akari, then knocked out at 12. 

October 22, 2010

We’re silly (;

No idea what time I fell asleep last night, but I woke up really early. Classes were chill. This week was surprisingly not that stressful. AP Gov was chill. Just took notes. I missed Kathya. Found out a lot of info in 5th. So much drama with sluts & whores. Worked out with JJ. Shit better be worth it(: Surprisingly, didnt sleep in 6th. Stayed afterschool with ASB, then watched the volleyball game. Saw Jerry ! (: Me & Aleka are the best cheerleaders. lmao. Self-confidence got raised because the black guys were revealing their secret confessions for us. lmao. Went to the Sweetwater game after. Pretty chill. Kinda awkward. lmao. Got home, texted Ivaan about his slideshow & stuff, Procrastinated on Hart’s hw, then fell asleep doing it.

October 21, 2010

Saw Robert today ! First time seeing him at school. Hah. I got sooo happy after(:

Got my cargo shorts from Kelvin ! I going to look like a lesbian ! lmao. Sub in first was giving us life lessons. Funny shit. Somebody had my phone all first and texted every boy in my damn contacts. Hahah. Found out some shit at lunch. I’m going to kill that fucking slut. Rest of the day went by pretty quick. Stayed afterschool in the ASB. shit was chill. Took pics & shit. Rode the bus home w/ Ivan. Came home, talked to Jeff on the phone, & webcammed. Knocked out super early.

October 20, 2010

Today was cold and rainy. Woke up fucking early for the ASB Meeting. Classes went by fast. Ran in the rain, in shorts for 5th. -______-. Ty is hella funny. “Her pussy isn’t clean though.” lmao. Talked to “Canello” about joining volleyball ! (: 2011 Meeting and watched some pathetic ass shit with Alyssa & Elisabeth. Slept all 6th. Stayed after school to make a CSF poster and other shit i cant remember. Jack In The Box for tacos after, with my girls(: It was the same drive thru dude ! Funny ass shit. Home, photoshoot with my hc dress, webcammed to show my dress, quick nap, phone with Derek.

October 19, 2010

Learned to quit waiting on phone calls a long time ago. Hmm, well, the nights not over yet and I got 1 out of 2 that I was expecting. You never know. I’m just not going to get my hopes up. Btw, like my pillow case? (:

Really didnt want to get up to go to school. I went to sleep at like 2:30 AM. Day went by pretty fast. Good talk with Carol. I’m going to follow my heart, but I’m going to wait it out to see what happens. Whatever happens, happens. Obviously people don’t have their priorities straight. On the other hand, someone just isn’t quite boyfriend material for me :/ 

October 18, 2010

“Yaay, I’m gonna be in Janisha’s 365 !“ 

Had some good sleep today(: Tumblred & attempted to start my homework. Accomplished nothing. Was having mixed feelings. Was having butterflies when I wasn’t supposed and was unsure of my feelings. Hmm, texted Derek, Robert, David, Marco, Wooda, & Ivaan all day. Walked down to 7 eleven since I couldnt go to Kahsa’s house. Was supposed to meet up with Wooda. Ended up seeing Ivaan & all of em. Kicked it with them for a couple hours. Took a shitload of pictures cos me & Ivaan needed a picture together for the homecoming assembly. None of them know how to take pictures. haha. Taco shop after, then got yelled at by some dumbass guy tryna act hard. Wooda walked me home and here I am (: Aleks says “butterflies never lie”. So, let’s see what happens when I follow to my heart. Derek, Derek, Derek. What am I gonna do about you?

October 17, 2010