my volleyball boys <3 All & JV (:

- woke up, cleaned a bit, then Voleake came over. chilled from like 1-4.
- got picked up by Jocelin & headed to La Bella’s. it was nicee. food was good & took a shitload of pictures. when i went up to get my award fckin Ivaan & Aron & everybody started chanting “Edwin, Edwin, Edwin !” bitches. then, when Edwin went up they started chanting “Janisha ! Janisha ! Janisha !” fuckers. then Coach was recognizing Edwin & Patrick’s bitchass fckin said it again. i slapped him. haha. ooh. Patrick got the whole team to prank Coach R. lmao. we told them it was her birthday. ahahahha. funny shit. hmm, played games for awhile & the guy’s signed my yearbook. chilled w/ Patrick & Voleake the whole time. he was makin us laugh sooo much. haha. he’s fckin chiiiilll. im gonna miss him. ride home from Coach R & now, im jus chillin.
- English & Alg. 2 finals tomorrow. i hope it’s easy. hah. 2 more days til my driving test. ahhhh !
May 31, 2010
was gone all day yesterday. then all day today. so, yeeahh.
- woke up early as shit. fam was here. ate breakfast w/ em and got ready.
- Auntie Cat came & picked us up. picked up food & headed to Santee Lakes. chilled there from like 12:45-7. texted Fernando & David the whole time and almost got caught up for forgetting to put “jk”. lmao. uhh, it was chill. bad ass children. they were fishing & shit. it was nice. played Connect 4 & whooped some asses(; barbeque’s & my brother randomly texted me. i guess he’s growing up. haha. hmm. got dropped off at Scream around 7-ish.
- fckin looong ass line. got offered $50 for my ticket. shoulda accepted it. hmm. met up w/ all the guys as soon as i got there. decided to chill with them until Becky came. she was laaaggin it. finally, ticketless people were told to leave. so, i had to go in. hmm, it was eh. smile was sooo much better. scream was okay. bleh. i got asked to be someone’s girlfriend. lmao. people were rollin haaard. when it was over, got fckin stranded w/ no ride home. finally got a ride from this dude named Michael. im soooo fckin lucky. Aleks was all stressin over me. i la-la-looooove him with all my heart<3 hmm, ride home was all bad. we gave these other stupid ass white bitches a ride. fckin uncomfortable. eh. after that, it was chill. got home around 1 something & knocked out.
May 30, 2010
yeeee, buddy (: felt like today deserved a self-portrait(; the sun was in my eyes ! haha.
- woke up, got told we’re going to a filipino party, got ready, headed over to Grandma Linda’s house.
- chilled there for like 3 hours. made plans for tomorrow.
- went back home, cleaned my room for a bit, went to Mikey’s & talked a bit. she took pictures of me(: uhh, call from Becky. she got my Scream ticket ! (:
- went back home, cleaned some more, went on the computer for a bit, danced a bit, gonna try to finish cleaning my room for i can go driving(;
- On My Mind: 4 more days til driving test, vball banquet is monday, i’ve been texting Fernando’s sprung ass(jk) everyday for like the past week(: , & gotta figure out how to plan tomorrow’s ride still.
May 29, 2010
Wawdamelon (: cos i’m black.
i look fat all bent over like that. bleh. fuck it.
- woke up at like 5 & realized i fell asleep doing hw. finished my portfolio. & went to school. chilled w/ Lexus for a bit. realized ima senior today(: , health class.
- finished like 66/73 notecards in like 20 min. got the answers for the final. it was pretty easy.
- lunch was chill. ate some watermelon(: everyone kept sayin how black i was. hah. took pictures w/ my girls(:
- chem. final was fckin haaard. did like half & copied June for the rest. ahhh. got the answers for that too. fckin g. had to use the bathroom. our ghetto ass school had no toilet paper anywhere. good thing, we gotta bathroom in the ASB. i was so happy. i had to piss really bad. haha.
- chilled w/ Fernando, Brendan, & Manny afterschool. they’re weirdos. walked to Mikey’s house & chilled for a few house. fell asleep on her comfortable ass bed.
- went home, fell asleep til like 11. uploaded this picture then fell back asleep again.
May 28, 2010
Allen(: one of my seniors im gonna miss !
3 days later, let’s see what i remember.
- woke up late as fuck. didnt even get to do my hair. ran to MIkey’s house in heels. haha. & 3 fckin textbooks. ahh, i was dying.
- got Lexus to turn in my chem textbook. Health.
- walked Cindy to first, midterm in US History. surprised i only missed 1 (:
- didnt do shit in chem. took class pictures with our only senior. hah.
- worked for nutrition. my feet were killing me.
- watched some of the movie & turned in textbooks for 3rd. took off my heels for the class. my feet huuuurt. hah. hmm, talked to Edwin while in the library. i asked for a hug, mexican kiss, & “cheek thing”. hahah. he gave me a hug. no butterflies :/ im over him. he’s jus tooooo shy.
- took pictures w/ Mikey & Victor. all of us were wearing skirts (; lmao. practice test in Int. Algebra? yeee. im pretty sure i fell asleep.
- worked for lunch. ahhh. Cindy brought me a cupcake (:
- finished out pinata and took pictures in art. cindy makes fun of the way i eat oranges. lmao.
- 6th was chiiilll. got sexually harassed by BJ. guys kept talkin about my titties. all bad. hmm, went to return books & saw some of my seniors. they gave me hugs (: ima miss them ! Anthony was about to fight Wooda, then somebody stole a 16,000 check from Ms. Tobin. fucked up.
- ASB Installation afterschool. 40 min slideshow, told the freshmen my “stories”, ate Pat & Oscar’s for the first time, & texted Fernando’s horny ass. haha. hmm, everybody was crying. it was really emotional. ride home from Adrian(: saw Aaron, which was random.
- got home, saw my new baby cousin ! new addition to the family(: i wonder if they’ll let me take pictures of him? hmm, skype’d w/ Aaron for a bit. then, tried to get some homework done.
May 27, 2010
Smile (: Aleks found a pic of me ! love him, love him, love him ! <3 still waiting for the other photographer to upload the rest ! haha. i look cracked out & i’m getting a light show(;
- woke up pretty early. was still running kinda late. haha. didnt dooo my hair. internet was being a bitch. i was getting impatient. then i left my ipod at Mikey’s house :/
- bleh. 0 period was eh. Asante walked me to class.
- 4th was boooring. took a practice final & fell asleep in class.
- nutrition was kinda boring. left my textbooks in ASB.
- paper mache’d Mike Wazowski in Art (: oh & saw my Smile pictures ! i looked cracked out. lmao.
- lunch was okay. walked around alot. talked to lily. yeee. shit like that. haha.
- sub in Spanish. real chill. talked to Lexus about the weekend. uhhh, talked shit to Ty for like a good hour. yep, yep.
- went back to the ASB and my textbooks were fckin missing. went on a little mission to find em. turns out some dumbass returned them. i was so pissed, i started crying. i cant even finish Health now. all these weeks of 0 period fckin wasted. Adrian agreed to give me a ride home.
pretty much it. gonna try to finish my english portfolio tonight. i want the rest of my smile pics too ! hahah.
May 25, 2010
so, Kathya’s little sister, Alondra made me this. lmao. racist ! hahah. it’s cute though.
- hmm, ASB Meeting in the morning. gotta make brownies w/ Voleake for installation. hah. uhh. gotta dress formal for graduation too (: ima greeter <3
- Robert gaveme a hug before class(: chilled & talked about Smile to Jessica in first. we didnt do shit. we were supposed to review, do our notecards, & questions. i accomplished nothing. ooh. screamed at a spider again. haha.
- nutrition was chill. Voleake dropped her muffin & blamed it on me (: Jovanni gave me my invite.
- was supposed to be doing a study guide in chem. did nothing. talked about Smile & Jose was tryna chop. yeeppp.
- lunch was chiiiill. gave Fernando his shirt & Brendan’s ass wanna be like “thanks for the great night (;” lmao. oh godddd. Eric gave me a beso on the way to class (: & accidently left my phone in Elisabeth’s purse !
- final in Mr. G was haard. ugh. fell asleep during half that book. eh. went on a mini mission to get all types of people’s numbers to get Elisabeth’s class. finished my test all fast. used to bathroom pass to go get my phone. almost got in trouble. haha. fuck it. went to go see Michael in the library (: talked to him for a bit. chilled for like 15 min. lmao. Edwin was all hiding from me and smiling at me. he’s so adorable (: borrowed Chikis workbook to return it, just so i could see him. haha. awww(: motherfucker needs to prove he likes me already ! we’ll see at the banquet. ended up being out of class for like 20 min. copied my packet & didnt really do shit for the rest of the class. got 95/100 on my essay. haha. yeee (:
- met up w/ Mikey afterschool. she walked me to the ASB to get my health book, walked to the front, talked to Robby for a bit, waved by to Fernando & em, then ride home from Mikey. now, im jus at home chillin. ill do work soon.
May 24, 2010
Happy Birthday, little brother.
i really dont feel like writing a lot. i have a headache & i feel lazy.
- woke up all early, came home, got ready for Chuck’s birthday party.
- John’s Pizza. bleh. im tired of that place. Target for beads. bitches didnt have shit.
- home, chilled w/ fam for the rest of the day.
- learned the rest of “Heart & Soul”. texted Aleks all day & planned Scream. aimed Adrian & resolved some shit. all these sophomores keep trying to chop & i think it’s cute, i dont think things with that certain someone arent going to happen again, i guess it was jus a 1 day thing, still kinda if-fy about Edwin, i want him to show me he likes me instead of jus saying it. yepp. pretty much things going through my head.
oh & i don’t want to “like” that post.
May 23, 2010
let’s make this short & sweet cos i just got home this morning and i dont remember that much. haha. was gonna wait for one of the photographer pics. but, i heard they can take up to a week to upload :(
- woke up, got reeeeadyyy, put my clothes in the wash & dryer, headed to Mikey’s house to figure plans out.
- streeeeeeeessed so much. i was jus beating Aaron becos i was so stressed.
- managed to get our ride situated. walked to the trolley station. got picked up ! it was like a gift from God because i knew we were gonna be late. met up, with Aleks, Erick, & Anthony. rode the trolley to Smile (:
- at first, Smile was kinda eh. but, as soon as it got dark & i rolled, got soooo much better (: rolled at like 7. only half though. ahh, kinda hestitant about it. but, it was only half. so, yeeeahh. shit hit me like 30 min after i took it. i was sooooo hyper. some guy named “Unicorn” gave me my rave name(: it’s “Energy”.<3 yeeeee. sooooo many pictures were taken, sooooo many light shows were given to me, met sooooo many nice people, soooo many kisses on the cheek, looots of dancing (:, soooo many guys were like in love with me and constantly telling me i was pretty(; , & sooooo many massages. haha. it was greatt(: i got over grudges with people and got to talk to people i never talk to at school. it was fun(: i was shocked i didnt tweet all night. haha. im surprised only half lasted me 7-2AM. haha. might just go to Scream next weekend(:
May 22, 2010
sheee’s so pretty (: Cindy<3 & Kathya’s good quality ass camera (:
quick recap cos im lazy. not really gonna go into detail.
- went to school early. all my seniors were barely on the way home from grad nite.
- unexpected hug from someone.
- 0 period. got money from Mikey for her ticket.
- walked Cindy to her class. test in first. realized i forgot my bracelets. my wrists were naked ! screamed at a spider.
- chill sub in 2nd. learned languages.
- paid robby the money at nutrition.
- 3rd was chill. somebody was trying to get my attention.
- 4th was chill. eh. really didnt wanna do math.
- chilled with lily first part of lunch. then got called to the relos. chilled with some of JV & the coaches (: this particular quote was said “no ! then i wont be able to get janisha back !” got like 3 hugs from a certain someone. nice hugs. long hugs. hugs filled w/ looveee(:
- had Kathya pick up my purse for me (: worked on our project & took pictures. yeppp.
- 6th was chill. Adrian came in. Ty got moved. yeeee.
- walked to the bus by Aron & Eric. got off the bus cos Adrian had my headphones. also, forgot my health book in ASB. mini mission to find Adrian. found him. talked a bit. bus came. got attacked on the way there. random ass bus driver was all asking me questions about it. then he offered to give me a ride home.
- chilled at home for a bit, met up w/ Josh, he shuffled for me, we talked a bit, went to wal mart w/ Mikey.
- was disappointed cos no letter beads :/ or good beads. waack. needa go to target now.
- got home, did some shit, played pac man on google ! (: , Mikey texted me telling me my hijo was over there ! went straight over ! chilledd w/ all of them. it was fun (: made bracelets & watched the boys shuffle. good shit, good shit. bracelet making got boring it was getting late. so, went home.
- now im here & Eric is tryna chop. it’s cute. he likes me aloooooooooot. haha.
May 21, 2010
im pretty sure i made a sad face & blinked at the same time. lmao. i wanna go to grad nite ! :/
- got to school kinda late. good thing Coach R was subbing (: class was okay. made Aleks’ bracelet (: & he came to pick it up. haha. Coach was all talking to me & telling me how she approves of Edwin & all this shit. haha. ahhh, it’s cute (: idk what to do about him anymore. i guess ima jus wait it out til the banquet. then she was telling me all about grad nite & how much fun it is. i wanna go now ! ahhhh ! i didnt know it would be this fun ! i woulda BEEN bought my ticket. haha.
- nutrition was chill.
- 5th period was chiiiilll. worked on our pinata & cindy was hurting my feelings :’( uhhh, yep. that’s kinda about it? lmao. arm wrestled shewit & eric. yeee.
- left the 2011 meeting to go meet up w/ Voleake. jus walked around the school. people in the back are weird. haha.
- tooobin was kinda chill. did all my work. Jazmine brought me subway(: uhh, Ty told me he loved me. Ms. Tobin was roooastin(: lmao. & was about to beat Vanessa’s ass. yep, yep.
- saw Eric & Kevin. he smiled at me. haha. bus home next to Ed. Mikey’s house for a few hours, then hooome.
- ahhhh, i wanna go now :/ haha. eh. too late now. gonna try to get some work done & figure how ima get all my plans straight for tomorrow.
- actually did some of my portfolio (: got like 7 unexpected calls from a certain person. i wonder what they mean. eh. im prolly jus over-thinking things again.
May 20, 2010
wasnt really ready when i took this. i like it though. haha. my curls went down :(
- no 0 period (: curled my hair & got ready. Mikey’s house, left all late. haha.
- first was booring. took notes most of class. still had to deliver these bracelets ! haha. the last 20 min, i managed to drop off Aleks bracelet and visit Cindy’s class ! good thing they had a sub. haha. ahh, i was all nervous. Cindy had to open the door for me. i wished i coulda stayed looongerrr. hah. Edwin was all staring & smiling (: i smiled back. haha. Cindy got aaalll the volleyball players in there. she told me i shoulda said hi. i know i should have :/ hah.
- nutrition was chill. Edwin was by the ASB ! he’s neeever there. haha. Voleake calls him over and he gets all wide eyed and shakes his head no. lmao.
- chem was alright. did some lab. yeee. left the last 20 min of class to some presentation. apparently, it was for the 10% of our class. haha. aaalll the nerds in there. it was for some shit for University Of California. yee. haha.
- lunch was chiiiiiiill. i love my boys (:
- 3rd period was aahhhhh ! haha. had to read. uhh, i guess that kept me awake. lmao. then Edwin texts me telling me he’s coming to my class ! omg. haha. i didnt believe him. then, all of a sudden, he walks in ! fckin Ivaan, Jessica, & Jeff all looked at me. haha. omg. i got all smiley and all nervous. ahhh. haha. texted Michael for a bit after it. then, Ivaan came over and I read his little poem/story. it was cute. haha. i was kinda shocked by it. eh. then he started bringing up old shit & tumblr & eh. dont really wanna go into it. as he says, “too late now.”
- picked up Mikey from class. told her everything. stopped by Remington Hills. started talkings bout raves. decided we might go to Smile on saturday(: went back to her house. made chicken nuggets. robby came over & talked about raves. went home to finish this damn portfolio. ughh. haha.
- hmm, surprise texts & phone call from my ex. then Eric was tryna chop. yeee.
May 19, 2010
anteater. lmao. i think. idkk. jus found it on the table.
- was running late this morning. ahhh. 0 period was okay. chilled w/ Cindy after.
- 4th period was chill, did all my notes in class (: , too bad didnt win Vegas, quiz qas easy peasy.
- got out early for nutrition. watched Voleake work in the ASB. haha. it’s so weird watching them.
- 5th was fun (: signed yearbooks all class & kinda did my pinata (: found out some stuff i did not know before ! haha.
- worked ASB for lunch, then got called to the office. talked to my couselor. turns out somebody nominated me for an award at some college (: haha.
- hmm, 6th period was chill. funny as always. yeee.
- stayed afterschool w/ Adrian. rode the 2nd bus home. got home, made Cindy’s bracelet, & kept getting distracted. oh, Eric’s trying to chop. it’s the cuuuutest thing (:
May 18, 2010
wingstop receipt w/ my name on it and my permit !
- woke up, got pissed cos i found out somebody stole $10 from me, Mikey’s house, school. ASB Meeting was okay. haha. me & Voleake were matching. haha.
- it was really cold this morning. US History wa sokay, sat by Jessica since Chris wasnt there. uhh, left & went to Cindy’s class ! Edwin was there ! ahhh, i was all nervous. fckin shaking. haha. fuck this crush. lmao.
- nutrition was chill. yummy muffin (:
- chemistry was kinda boring. ymmy cupcake (; Jose was tryna chop. got called “Moon Ass” & “Ass Moon”. haha.
- lunch was chiiiill. first half w/ the crew, second half by the asian tables. told Darren “Happy Birthday”, played w/ Christian’s hair, gave the freshman hugs, talked to Adrian about swangin.
- read some book in English. wasnt really paying attention. was texting “Edwin”. bleh. fckin Michael pretending to be him. well, idrk. but, im assuming ! i dont trust shit Michael says anymore.
- ASB afterschool, then Adrian’s house, ate his food(: , Lollicup, walked around, Wingstop, walked around again, Oceanview Middle to practice driiiving ! <3 , home (:
i guess pretty productive day. haha. im start some hw now (;
May 17, 2010