Project 365
that movie was so damn good.
woke up early as fuck for my work classes. motherfuckers left me. then came back and i ended up getting to the classes like 20 min early. class was booring. filled out a bunch of paperwork and watch sexual harassment videos. got picked up, went home, then went to Mikey’s. chilled for a bit while Julian was being weird. lmao. then, decided i wanted to go to Australia when I’m older and travel the world. talked to Josh about EDC for a bit, then went home. everybody left to pick up the kids and pick out my cake. so, i was home alone for a few hours. made a delicious green tea shake and got ready. Mikey said she couldnt go anymore :/ so, we didnt have to go early to get a ticket. got to the movies, still kind of early, so we walked around a bit. went to Sally’s and Wal Mart. managed to get some eye liner. watched Eclipse, it was greeeatttt<3 then, dropped Voleake off and went home. talked on the phone a bit and webcammed. yeeee(: texted Aron and Michael til i fell asleep.

June 30, 2010

that movie was so damn good.

woke up early as fuck for my work classes. motherfuckers left me. then came back and i ended up getting to the classes like 20 min early. class was booring. filled out a bunch of paperwork and watch sexual harassment videos. got picked up, went home, then went to Mikey’s. chilled for a bit while Julian was being weird. lmao. then, decided i wanted to go to Australia when I’m older and travel the world. talked to Josh about EDC for a bit, then went home. everybody left to pick up the kids and pick out my cake. so, i was home alone for a few hours. made a delicious green tea shake and got ready. Mikey said she couldnt go anymore :/ so, we didnt have to go early to get a ticket. got to the movies, still kind of early, so we walked around a bit. went to Sally’s and Wal Mart. managed to get some eye liner. watched Eclipse, it was greeeatttt<3 then, dropped Voleake off and went home. talked on the phone a bit and webcammed. yeeee(: texted Aron and Michael til i fell asleep.

June 30, 2010

today had so many ups and downs.


woke up all early for my driving test. i wanted to practice an hour before. only got to practice for fckin 10 min. then, we got there an the guy said we were too early. gave me a chance to practice again. only for like 15 min though :/ the line for the drive test was sooooo long. i waited a fucking hour. i got soooo nervous all of a sudden when i was 2 cars away. when it was my turn, i waited for the longest time for the mexican bitch to come out, but she never did. ended up getting the black bitch that fails everybody. omg. i failed. said i missed 19. omg. i missed most of them cos the bitch said i didnt do any traffic checks. i checked for traffic soooooo much. you have no idea. i fucking over exaggerated. bitch. bleh. then my fucking permit expires tomorrow. now, i gotta take a new permit test. then wait 2 weeks to take the driving test. omg. ughh. i was so pissed. Voleake bought me a California burrito w/ no guacamole to feel better. went to the SY Football game after. from fucking 4-7. haha. it was cold as fuck. George let me wear his sweater though(: the guys kept staring at us. lmao. when the game was over, gave Christian a hug and George gave us a ride. we didnt want to go home, so we dropped off Eloy and drove around SY. lmao. picked up some pizza and went to 7 eleven for something to drink cos i wasnt hungry. talked on the phone with Aaron, then dropped off Voleake. got some gas and drove by the movie theater. George was telling em how Eclipse was gonna be sold out, so i bought two tickets for tomorrow (: George dropped me off at home after(: now, here i am. just webcammed with Aaron. i gotta wake up at like 7 tomorrow :/ for these damn work classes. bleh. ima prolly watch a movie and knock out.
June 29, 2010

today had so many ups and downs.

woke up all early for my driving test. i wanted to practice an hour before. only got to practice for fckin 10 min. then, we got there an the guy said we were too early. gave me a chance to practice again. only for like 15 min though :/ the line for the drive test was sooooo long. i waited a fucking hour. i got soooo nervous all of a sudden when i was 2 cars away. when it was my turn, i waited for the longest time for the mexican bitch to come out, but she never did. ended up getting the black bitch that fails everybody. omg. i failed. said i missed 19. omg. i missed most of them cos the bitch said i didnt do any traffic checks. i checked for traffic soooooo much. you have no idea. i fucking over exaggerated. bitch. bleh. then my fucking permit expires tomorrow. now, i gotta take a new permit test. then wait 2 weeks to take the driving test. omg. ughh. i was so pissed. Voleake bought me a California burrito w/ no guacamole to feel better. went to the SY Football game after. from fucking 4-7. haha. it was cold as fuck. George let me wear his sweater though(: the guys kept staring at us. lmao. when the game was over, gave Christian a hug and George gave us a ride. we didnt want to go home, so we dropped off Eloy and drove around SY. lmao. picked up some pizza and went to 7 eleven for something to drink cos i wasnt hungry. talked on the phone with Aaron, then dropped off Voleake. got some gas and drove by the movie theater. George was telling em how Eclipse was gonna be sold out, so i bought two tickets for tomorrow (: George dropped me off at home after(: now, here i am. just webcammed with Aaron. i gotta wake up at like 7 tomorrow :/ for these damn work classes. bleh. ima prolly watch a movie and knock out.

June 29, 2010

i hate how i wait all last minute to do my 365. then my laptop starts acting all laggy. bleh.
woke up and wanted to go driving(: went on the computer for a couple hours, then had to go the Commissary. it was empty as fuck for some reason. came home, got randomly prank called by the weirdest number. accident pressed ignore though. called back Justin from the Hire A Youth program. cant fucking work at the YMCA or Mar Vista Middle&#160;! all cos my bitchass school hours. now, i have to work weekends at some clothing place ive never even heard of. bleh. Tumblred and Aimed for a couple hours. then, decided to be a good big sister and watch a movie with Dina &amp; Chuck. we watched Alvin &amp; the Chipmunk 2. it&#8217;s sooo cute(: planned my birthday for a bit. texted Lexus &amp; Ivaan. finally decided my plans(: texted people to ask if they could come, then got in some drama. ahhh, got allllll pissed. then talked it out. then more drama happened. bleh. talked it out, Tumblred, then this. now, im gonna play omgpop with my new friend, Stephen. his vietnamese name is Tinh. lmao.
June 28, 2010

i hate how i wait all last minute to do my 365. then my laptop starts acting all laggy. bleh.

woke up and wanted to go driving(: went on the computer for a couple hours, then had to go the Commissary. it was empty as fuck for some reason. came home, got randomly prank called by the weirdest number. accident pressed ignore though. called back Justin from the Hire A Youth program. cant fucking work at the YMCA or Mar Vista Middle ! all cos my bitchass school hours. now, i have to work weekends at some clothing place ive never even heard of. bleh. Tumblred and Aimed for a couple hours. then, decided to be a good big sister and watch a movie with Dina & Chuck. we watched Alvin & the Chipmunk 2. it’s sooo cute(: planned my birthday for a bit. texted Lexus & Ivaan. finally decided my plans(: texted people to ask if they could come, then got in some drama. ahhh, got allllll pissed. then talked it out. then more drama happened. bleh. talked it out, Tumblred, then this. now, im gonna play omgpop with my new friend, Stephen. his vietnamese name is Tinh. lmao.

June 28, 2010

i wanted another picture. but, this one pretty much made up my day. lmao.
&#8220;Let&#8217;s race, nigga!&#8221;
went to sleep at like 6 AM because i was playing Balloono with Aron and Tita Love. then couldn&#8217;t sleep. got awaken at 9 for my driving lessons. Justin was running late. haha. when he finally got here, I showed him how i drove around the parking lot. He said I was pretty okay and said to just drive around. Drove around my neighborhood, then headed to Oceanview. after a while, he trusted me enough to drive on the freeway. drove all the way to otay mall and back. picked up Voleake, said Hi to Cindy, drove some more, said Hi to Adrian, and went to Las Americas Outlets. practiced the driving course and merging. lmao. we drove for 5 hours. it was a pretty fun experience (: i think im ready for the test. Justin thinks I&#8217;m going to pass. He believes in me (: haha. well, im chillin at home now. it&#8217;s still early. idk what i&#8217;m going to do now. i&#8217;m going bathing suit shopping online (:
June 27, 2010

i wanted another picture. but, this one pretty much made up my day. lmao.

“Let’s race, nigga!”

went to sleep at like 6 AM because i was playing Balloono with Aron and Tita Love. then couldn’t sleep. got awaken at 9 for my driving lessons. Justin was running late. haha. when he finally got here, I showed him how i drove around the parking lot. He said I was pretty okay and said to just drive around. Drove around my neighborhood, then headed to Oceanview. after a while, he trusted me enough to drive on the freeway. drove all the way to otay mall and back. picked up Voleake, said Hi to Cindy, drove some more, said Hi to Adrian, and went to Las Americas Outlets. practiced the driving course and merging. lmao. we drove for 5 hours. it was a pretty fun experience (: i think im ready for the test. Justin thinks I’m going to pass. He believes in me (: haha. well, im chillin at home now. it’s still early. idk what i’m going to do now. i’m going bathing suit shopping online (:

June 27, 2010

investigating my red velvet cake? lmao. honestly, i dont like any of the pictures i took today. it was a good day too. got home a little past midnight, so yeee. oh, it&#8217;s was delicious red velvet cake(:


so, i woke up around 2 to a phone call from George. he wanted to pick me up and go to the beach&#160;! (: so, i got all dressed and stuff. then, headed over to Mikey&#8217;s. they didnt wanna go to the beach, so we spent a little while tryna decide what to do. we were short on cash and had 2 cars. yet, no where to go. we drove down to the taco shop, then down to the McDonald&#8217;s on Sunset. nooothing to do. so, we went back to Mikey&#8217;s. Mikey and Julian decided to go to Belmont Park. i didnt have any money, so i didnt go. i haaave to go there sometime this summer. with a guy too&#160;! haha. hmm, chilled w/ Josh and them for like an hour then had to go home. chilled at home for a couple hours. i got my senior pictures appt&#160;! im nervous about it. i HAVE to look BEAUTIFUL. lmao. i have no idea what i&#8217;m going to wear or how i&#8217;m going to do my hair. ahhh&#160;! haha. played some balloono, then got a text from Mikey asking if i wanted to go downtown. so, i threw on a jacket and went. we drove to Downtown and chilled at Tobac again. it&#8217;s a really nice little place. i want to go again. haha. met 3 new guys. they&#8217;re really nice to talk to (: the randomest group of friends. haha. it was kinda awkward, but it was okay. hahah. stayed and talked for a good 2 hours, then had to go home. got home, ate a chicken sandwich, ate some red velvet cake, now ima prolly watch a movie til i knock out. i gotta sleep early today. gotta wake up early tomorrow for driving w/ Justin. this 6 hours of driving better ensure i pass (: haha.

June 26, 2010

investigating my red velvet cake? lmao. honestly, i dont like any of the pictures i took today. it was a good day too. got home a little past midnight, so yeee. oh, it’s was delicious red velvet cake(:

so, i woke up around 2 to a phone call from George. he wanted to pick me up and go to the beach ! (: so, i got all dressed and stuff. then, headed over to Mikey’s. they didnt wanna go to the beach, so we spent a little while tryna decide what to do. we were short on cash and had 2 cars. yet, no where to go. we drove down to the taco shop, then down to the McDonald’s on Sunset. nooothing to do. so, we went back to Mikey’s. Mikey and Julian decided to go to Belmont Park. i didnt have any money, so i didnt go. i haaave to go there sometime this summer. with a guy too ! haha. hmm, chilled w/ Josh and them for like an hour then had to go home. chilled at home for a couple hours. i got my senior pictures appt ! im nervous about it. i HAVE to look BEAUTIFUL. lmao. i have no idea what i’m going to wear or how i’m going to do my hair. ahhh ! haha. played some balloono, then got a text from Mikey asking if i wanted to go downtown. so, i threw on a jacket and went. we drove to Downtown and chilled at Tobac again. it’s a really nice little place. i want to go again. haha. met 3 new guys. they’re really nice to talk to (: the randomest group of friends. haha. it was kinda awkward, but it was okay. hahah. stayed and talked for a good 2 hours, then had to go home. got home, ate a chicken sandwich, ate some red velvet cake, now ima prolly watch a movie til i knock out. i gotta sleep early today. gotta wake up early tomorrow for driving w/ Justin. this 6 hours of driving better ensure i pass (: haha.

June 26, 2010

editing. might change. just tryna hit the 12:00 mark. lmao.

doing spontaneous summer stuff (:
so, i woke up at like 4. thing is, i kept going back to sleep. hahah. well, i didnt think i had any plans. so, yeahh.. well, as soon as i was about to hop in the shower and get ready, Patrick texts me telling me to come outside. he randomly came to see me&#160;! (: so, i go out and chill in his car for a bit. we talk for a bit and im still in pajamas. haha. fkcin Jonathan, Robby, and Barber kept staring at us. he said we should go do something, so i went inside to get dressed real quick. i was out in less than 10 min. ahah. we drove off and decided to pick up Aron. it was funny when we picked him up. lmao. we had nooo idea what to do, so we drove to oceanview. we chilled at the park for a bit while the guy&#8217;s ate my food. lmao. we didnt know who we could pickup. everybody was either busy or couldnt go anywhere. aron played basketball with some random strangers while me and patrick played on the swings and jungle gym &lt;3 we pretended to leave Aron like twice. funny shit. lmao. Voleake made an excuse to go out, so we picked her up. chilled at the park again, then decided to drive down Palm. drove to the park by Montgomery and just chilled. i drove around for a bit and parked (: haha. im suuuch a great driver. then, we pretended to leave Voleake and Aron. lmao. drove back to oceanview park and everybody had to leave soon. dropped off Voleake first, then me. did something baaad. haha. but, the day was pretty fun(: webcammed with Felix! it&#8217;s been awhile. haha. we played balloono and i whooped his asss. watched &#8220;I Love You, Beth Cooper&#8221; when he got off. then did random shit til i fell asleep. spent like 2 hours trying to download a song. bleh.

June 25, 2010

editing. might change. just tryna hit the 12:00 mark. lmao.

doing spontaneous summer stuff (:

so, i woke up at like 4. thing is, i kept going back to sleep. hahah. well, i didnt think i had any plans. so, yeahh.. well, as soon as i was about to hop in the shower and get ready, Patrick texts me telling me to come outside. he randomly came to see me ! (: so, i go out and chill in his car for a bit. we talk for a bit and im still in pajamas. haha. fkcin Jonathan, Robby, and Barber kept staring at us. he said we should go do something, so i went inside to get dressed real quick. i was out in less than 10 min. ahah. we drove off and decided to pick up Aron. it was funny when we picked him up. lmao. we had nooo idea what to do, so we drove to oceanview. we chilled at the park for a bit while the guy’s ate my food. lmao. we didnt know who we could pickup. everybody was either busy or couldnt go anywhere. aron played basketball with some random strangers while me and patrick played on the swings and jungle gym <3 we pretended to leave Aron like twice. funny shit. lmao. Voleake made an excuse to go out, so we picked her up. chilled at the park again, then decided to drive down Palm. drove to the park by Montgomery and just chilled. i drove around for a bit and parked (: haha. im suuuch a great driver. then, we pretended to leave Voleake and Aron. lmao. drove back to oceanview park and everybody had to leave soon. dropped off Voleake first, then me. did something baaad. haha. but, the day was pretty fun(: webcammed with Felix! it’s been awhile. haha. we played balloono and i whooped his asss. watched “I Love You, Beth Cooper” when he got off. then did random shit til i fell asleep. spent like 2 hours trying to download a song. bleh.

June 25, 2010

you have noooo idea how bad i wanted one of those and how tired i am. we got at Del Mar Fair at 12:30 and went home at 9:30. my head, back, and feet hurt soo much. ima knock out and recap in the morning. Good Night&#160;!

so, i woke up to a shitload of texts. im surprised i actually woke up kinda early too. me and voleake were fucking calling people up, aiming, and texting searching for a ride. finally Hakly said he&#8217;d take us all last minute. it was the aaawkwardest car ride. especially when he tried to chop at these white girls. lmfao. we bought our 2 dollar tickets and got in all fast(: haha. got lost tryna walk in. lmao. then saw Ian and Justin&#160;! i like Voleake sees my family before me. she goes &#8220;isn&#8217;t that your cousin?&#8221; every time. haha. we walk up to each other and they&#8217;re like, &#8220;omg. i follow you on Tumblr&#160;!&#8221; lmao. they&#8217;re silly (: walked around a bit til we meet up with Brian and go look for Thi. we walk around for a bit and i see Mark Mejia. it was hilarious. i gasped so loud. i was surprised he didnt turn around. haha. Adrian texts me about my SAT&#8217;s and i get all curious. i get Mikey to pull em up for me i got higher than him by like 50 points. lmao. hmm, walked around for a bit. Voleake got a Turkey leg. shit was saalty. we ate half and tried to give the rest away. lmao. gave it to Melissa and Kelvin. hmm, there was drama when Brittany got there. they got over it. we rode riiiides (: Jacky&#8217;s scary ass. it was hilarious. lmao. fun, fun, fun. played some ball throwing game with Voleake. won a small bear. bitch won a small duck and a small pig. then she traded in her pig and 10 bucks for a cute ass monkey banana. im too cheap to spend 10 bucks on just that. haha. got some chili cheese fries after. they were yuummy(: it was alot too. said bye to jacky, then went back to the rides. i really wanted a big plushie though :/ i was about to steal one. lmao. aww, i wish i had a boyfriend to try and win me shit (: hahah. Doug was tryna win Voleake shit! he brought a shitload of money. lucky too. cos he sucked at like every game&#160;! lmao. he has a nice body(: tall and skinny. haha. just his face is bleh. we rode bumper cars(: it as fun. ate fried ice after. my feeet hurt. it was already 9, so we had to go. walked all the way to the other side of the parking lot. got picked up by Voleake&#8217;s sister and slept in the car. had to fckin hop the fence when i got home. i was so damn sore. plus, i had the biggest headache everrr. no idea how i managed to stay up for a few hours.

June 24, 2010

you have noooo idea how bad i wanted one of those and how tired i am. we got at Del Mar Fair at 12:30 and went home at 9:30. my head, back, and feet hurt soo much. ima knock out and recap in the morning. Good Night !

so, i woke up to a shitload of texts. im surprised i actually woke up kinda early too. me and voleake were fucking calling people up, aiming, and texting searching for a ride. finally Hakly said he’d take us all last minute. it was the aaawkwardest car ride. especially when he tried to chop at these white girls. lmfao. we bought our 2 dollar tickets and got in all fast(: haha. got lost tryna walk in. lmao. then saw Ian and Justin ! i like Voleake sees my family before me. she goes “isn’t that your cousin?” every time. haha. we walk up to each other and they’re like, “omg. i follow you on Tumblr !” lmao. they’re silly (: walked around a bit til we meet up with Brian and go look for Thi. we walk around for a bit and i see Mark Mejia. it was hilarious. i gasped so loud. i was surprised he didnt turn around. haha. Adrian texts me about my SAT’s and i get all curious. i get Mikey to pull em up for me i got higher than him by like 50 points. lmao. hmm, walked around for a bit. Voleake got a Turkey leg. shit was saalty. we ate half and tried to give the rest away. lmao. gave it to Melissa and Kelvin. hmm, there was drama when Brittany got there. they got over it. we rode riiiides (: Jacky’s scary ass. it was hilarious. lmao. fun, fun, fun. played some ball throwing game with Voleake. won a small bear. bitch won a small duck and a small pig. then she traded in her pig and 10 bucks for a cute ass monkey banana. im too cheap to spend 10 bucks on just that. haha. got some chili cheese fries after. they were yuummy(: it was alot too. said bye to jacky, then went back to the rides. i really wanted a big plushie though :/ i was about to steal one. lmao. aww, i wish i had a boyfriend to try and win me shit (: hahah. Doug was tryna win Voleake shit! he brought a shitload of money. lucky too. cos he sucked at like every game ! lmao. he has a nice body(: tall and skinny. haha. just his face is bleh. we rode bumper cars(: it as fun. ate fried ice after. my feeet hurt. it was already 9, so we had to go. walked all the way to the other side of the parking lot. got picked up by Voleake’s sister and slept in the car. had to fckin hop the fence when i got home. i was so damn sore. plus, i had the biggest headache everrr. no idea how i managed to stay up for a few hours.

June 24, 2010

360 w/ Patrick(: ooh and he got his braces off&#160;!
i woke up late as fuck. haha. i went to sleep at like 5:30 AM, watching &#8220;Date Night&#8221;. woke up to 11 texts. my bitchass phone volume was on low. hmm, got ready, then met up w/ Michael to fix his Kandi. it was too big. haha. uhh, got in an argument, then went to the park. played a tiny bit of basketball and swang on the swings with Jeff &amp; Aron. went to Aron&#8217;s house after to play COD on PS3. it&#8217;s heellla different than 360. haha. got picked up my Patrick and went to his house. played COD &amp; UFC. got my ass beat at UFC and got a couple kills in 360 (: Patrick dropped me off at home after, then went to Mikey&#8217;s. ate a California burrito and met up with Aleks &amp; Erick. had a Kandi Sesh (: they made me cuffs&#160;! and taught me how to make a cuff (: after they left, came home finished my cuff. also, tried looking for a ride to Del Mar tomorrow. still cant find one :/ took pictures of my Kandi. then wished Cindy Happy Birthday at exactly 12 on every single social networking site. lmao. so, i win (:  now, im Tumblring (:
June 23, 2010

360 w/ Patrick(: ooh and he got his braces off !

i woke up late as fuck. haha. i went to sleep at like 5:30 AM, watching “Date Night”. woke up to 11 texts. my bitchass phone volume was on low. hmm, got ready, then met up w/ Michael to fix his Kandi. it was too big. haha. uhh, got in an argument, then went to the park. played a tiny bit of basketball and swang on the swings with Jeff & Aron. went to Aron’s house after to play COD on PS3. it’s heellla different than 360. haha. got picked up my Patrick and went to his house. played COD & UFC. got my ass beat at UFC and got a couple kills in 360 (: Patrick dropped me off at home after, then went to Mikey’s. ate a California burrito and met up with Aleks & Erick. had a Kandi Sesh (: they made me cuffs ! and taught me how to make a cuff (: after they left, came home finished my cuff. also, tried looking for a ride to Del Mar tomorrow. still cant find one :/ took pictures of my Kandi. then wished Cindy Happy Birthday at exactly 12 on every single social networking site. lmao. so, i win (:  now, im Tumblring (:

June 23, 2010

&#8220;It&#8217;s summer. Let&#8217;s do something spontaneous.&#8221;
that&#8217;s Downtown (: we jumped all the way down that path.
i asked people to wake me up last night cos i knew i&#8217;d prolly wake up late. m&#8217;fckers woke me up early&#160;! haha. but, thank you to Jae and Aleks(: anywho, got woken up to go get my yellow paper from the lemon grove office. got in a fckin argument. they irritated me and i was bitchin. but, i guess the driving school office doesnt open til 1 and i had plans at 1. bleh. i said id go after. so, we leave at like 1:30. we get there and my grandparents start making conversation with the bitch working there about driving lessons and shit. WE DONT NEED TO PAY NO FCKIN 100 SOMETHING BUCKS FOR DRIVING LESSONS. JUST TAKE ME YOUR OWN DAMN SELF. FUCK&#160;! i was annoyed as fuuuuuck. Lexus &amp; Aron texted me and i kinda felt better. got dropped off at Alyssa&#8217;s house at around 3. bitches were dressed in bathing suits. lmao. i stayed there for a couple hours. we talked about a whole bunch of shit. relationships, raves, and sneaking out stories. lmao. i helped them figure out how to sneak out without setting off the alarm. hahah. got picked up and went tot alk to my social worker. same old shit. went over to Mikey&#8217;s after. Julez was tryna convince her to go to the beach or downtown. i told her it was summer and we should do something spontaneous. so, we did. went to downtown. stopped at this gelato shop, he bought be reese&#8217;s gelato, we drank tea, met his friend Daniel, texted Davonte, and talked for a bit. it was kinda awkward. haha. ended up walking around a bit until we got to this preeetty park. we jumped around all the stones in the pond. it was fun. old people kept smiling at us. haha. after, we walked to this weird children&#8217;s park then had the randomest things to play on&#160;! it was fuuunn though(: after a couple hours, Mikey had to go home. so, we drove home. played it off like we were teaching Mikey how to drive. haha. went in, made food and milkshakes, and knoocked out on Mikey&#8217;s comfortable ass bed for like an hour and a half. woke up, went home, and talked for Aleks for a little. guess he cant come over tomorrow. s&#8217;all good. Michael is supposed to come over tomorrow now. i&#8217;m going to figure out something to do and just knock out. ooh, i&#8217;e been thinking about Ivaan a lot lately. hmm.
June 22, 2010

“It’s summer. Let’s do something spontaneous.”

that’s Downtown (: we jumped all the way down that path.

i asked people to wake me up last night cos i knew i’d prolly wake up late. m’fckers woke me up early ! haha. but, thank you to Jae and Aleks(: anywho, got woken up to go get my yellow paper from the lemon grove office. got in a fckin argument. they irritated me and i was bitchin. but, i guess the driving school office doesnt open til 1 and i had plans at 1. bleh. i said id go after. so, we leave at like 1:30. we get there and my grandparents start making conversation with the bitch working there about driving lessons and shit. WE DONT NEED TO PAY NO FCKIN 100 SOMETHING BUCKS FOR DRIVING LESSONS. JUST TAKE ME YOUR OWN DAMN SELF. FUCK ! i was annoyed as fuuuuuck. Lexus & Aron texted me and i kinda felt better. got dropped off at Alyssa’s house at around 3. bitches were dressed in bathing suits. lmao. i stayed there for a couple hours. we talked about a whole bunch of shit. relationships, raves, and sneaking out stories. lmao. i helped them figure out how to sneak out without setting off the alarm. hahah. got picked up and went tot alk to my social worker. same old shit. went over to Mikey’s after. Julez was tryna convince her to go to the beach or downtown. i told her it was summer and we should do something spontaneous. so, we did. went to downtown. stopped at this gelato shop, he bought be reese’s gelato, we drank tea, met his friend Daniel, texted Davonte, and talked for a bit. it was kinda awkward. haha. ended up walking around a bit until we got to this preeetty park. we jumped around all the stones in the pond. it was fun. old people kept smiling at us. haha. after, we walked to this weird children’s park then had the randomest things to play on ! it was fuuunn though(: after a couple hours, Mikey had to go home. so, we drove home. played it off like we were teaching Mikey how to drive. haha. went in, made food and milkshakes, and knoocked out on Mikey’s comfortable ass bed for like an hour and a half. woke up, went home, and talked for Aleks for a little. guess he cant come over tomorrow. s’all good. Michael is supposed to come over tomorrow now. i’m going to figure out something to do and just knock out. ooh, i’e been thinking about Ivaan a lot lately. hmm.

June 22, 2010

wore those pajamas all day. lmao.
i woke up home alone. got a text from Cindy saying how  she had a weird dream about me. lmao. &#8220;drug glue&#8221;. i woke up kinda late, so i figured my plans w/ Shewit were cancelled. but, he didnt text me. so, idkk. Mikey texted me telling me to come outside, so i just chilled out there for a bit. texted Michael cos i could see his bitchass skating but he didnt wanna come down the hill. s&#8217;all good though. Susie came w/ her friend and just chilled. Shewit ended up texting me. i really didnt feel like chillin&#8217; with him anymore. he told me he was gonna ask me a straightforward question and asked if i was down to fuck. i told him no and he asked how he could &#8220;make me his girl&#8221;. i told him he cant and i didnt want to be in a relationship. hmm, Julez offered to drive us somewhere, so we all decided to go to 7 eleven. me &amp; Mikey went to the taco shop across the street and got carne asade fries/ a fish taco (: yuuumm. then we went to the mexican store across the street to get chips and de la rosa &lt;3 we drove back and just ate. then, everybody was leaving, so i just went home. i finished Kung Fu Panda, made plans to chill tomorrow with Ernie, exercised, made plans to chill with Ke$ha tomorrow and watching this disturbing Mickey Mouse video. called Allyson while i was watching it. haha. i always call her when i&#8217;m scared. then, Mikey called me to tell me my hijo was there. so, i went across the street to there house for a bit. Willy gave me the biiggest hug(: i miiisss him. hmm, discussed raves with Josh and Robby. i might just go to &#8220;too poor for EDC&#8221; AND heroes. idk though. i want to cos there&#8217;s gonna be astrojumps and it&#8217;s only $10. but, there might be a shitload of little ass kids. hmm. Aleks says it&#8217;s a waste of money. watched Robby shuffle for a bit, then played some poker. i won like once. i fckin suck. haha. after, we had a mini shufle sesh w/ Josh and Willy. i wanna learn some new shit(: haha. im supposed to shuffle with Michael at the next rave. it was a pretty good day (: got random texts from&#160;: Ivaan, Raul, George, Ke$ha, &amp; Aleks. then, tomorrow i&#8217;m supposed to chill w/ Alyssa &amp; Ke$ha (Carol). then, Ernie after at oceanview park. we&#8217;ll seeee. haha.
June 21, 2010

wore those pajamas all day. lmao.

i woke up home alone. got a text from Cindy saying how  she had a weird dream about me. lmao. “drug glue”. i woke up kinda late, so i figured my plans w/ Shewit were cancelled. but, he didnt text me. so, idkk. Mikey texted me telling me to come outside, so i just chilled out there for a bit. texted Michael cos i could see his bitchass skating but he didnt wanna come down the hill. s’all good though. Susie came w/ her friend and just chilled. Shewit ended up texting me. i really didnt feel like chillin’ with him anymore. he told me he was gonna ask me a straightforward question and asked if i was down to fuck. i told him no and he asked how he could “make me his girl”. i told him he cant and i didnt want to be in a relationship. hmm, Julez offered to drive us somewhere, so we all decided to go to 7 eleven. me & Mikey went to the taco shop across the street and got carne asade fries/ a fish taco (: yuuumm. then we went to the mexican store across the street to get chips and de la rosa <3 we drove back and just ate. then, everybody was leaving, so i just went home. i finished Kung Fu Panda, made plans to chill tomorrow with Ernie, exercised, made plans to chill with Ke$ha tomorrow and watching this disturbing Mickey Mouse video. called Allyson while i was watching it. haha. i always call her when i’m scared. then, Mikey called me to tell me my hijo was there. so, i went across the street to there house for a bit. Willy gave me the biiggest hug(: i miiisss him. hmm, discussed raves with Josh and Robby. i might just go to “too poor for EDC” AND heroes. idk though. i want to cos there’s gonna be astrojumps and it’s only $10. but, there might be a shitload of little ass kids. hmm. Aleks says it’s a waste of money. watched Robby shuffle for a bit, then played some poker. i won like once. i fckin suck. haha. after, we had a mini shufle sesh w/ Josh and Willy. i wanna learn some new shit(: haha. im supposed to shuffle with Michael at the next rave. it was a pretty good day (: got random texts from : Ivaan, Raul, George, Ke$ha, & Aleks. then, tomorrow i’m supposed to chill w/ Alyssa & Ke$ha (Carol). then, Ernie after at oceanview park. we’ll seeee. haha.

June 21, 2010

doing my little sister&#8217;s hair and watching Little Mermaid: Ariel&#8217;s Beggining. for got to take before and after pics. actually, this is the only picture i took all day.
well, Happy Father&#8217;s Day. hmm, well i guess we planned out my driving lessons. im going to try to drive a little bit everyday this weekend. then, they&#8217;re going to pay my cousin, Justin to take me driving on sunday for a few hours. i hope that goes well. hmm, got left home with my little sister for a while. she did choreo for her talent show for me. after, i decided to do her hair and we watched Little Mermaid together. i straightened the bottom layer, left the top curly in a ponytail, then make a cute little braid. haha. i was bored. little brother came home and finished the movie with us. it felt nice being a good sister. haha. hmm, uncle came home and i guess he got a new car&#160;! fkcin nice&#160;! Nissan Sentra. black. only 11,000 cos he got it from his friend. fkcin luuckyy. i think ima get the old car now? idek. ahha. hmm, chilled outside with Mikey and them for a bit. then Uncle Rocky got here. they ate and stuff and i just chilled. after everyone left, i was convincing my grandparents to take a vacation to the Philippines. i think they&#8217;re thinking about it too. haha. that&#8217;s about it. Tumblred all day. got random texts from my brother, Ivaan, Ernie, Patrick, Felix, and a random number saying Happy Father&#8217;s Day. gonna prolly watch a movie and knock out. gotta go abthing suit shopping in the morning if i end up going swimming with Shewit tomorrow. haha.
ended up webcamming with Aron, watching Kung Fu Panda, and talking on the phone with Aleks(:
June 20, 2010

doing my little sister’s hair and watching Little Mermaid: Ariel’s Beggining. for got to take before and after pics. actually, this is the only picture i took all day.

well, Happy Father’s Day. hmm, well i guess we planned out my driving lessons. im going to try to drive a little bit everyday this weekend. then, they’re going to pay my cousin, Justin to take me driving on sunday for a few hours. i hope that goes well. hmm, got left home with my little sister for a while. she did choreo for her talent show for me. after, i decided to do her hair and we watched Little Mermaid together. i straightened the bottom layer, left the top curly in a ponytail, then make a cute little braid. haha. i was bored. little brother came home and finished the movie with us. it felt nice being a good sister. haha. hmm, uncle came home and i guess he got a new car ! fkcin nice ! Nissan Sentra. black. only 11,000 cos he got it from his friend. fkcin luuckyy. i think ima get the old car now? idek. ahha. hmm, chilled outside with Mikey and them for a bit. then Uncle Rocky got here. they ate and stuff and i just chilled. after everyone left, i was convincing my grandparents to take a vacation to the Philippines. i think they’re thinking about it too. haha. that’s about it. Tumblred all day. got random texts from my brother, Ivaan, Ernie, Patrick, Felix, and a random number saying Happy Father’s Day. gonna prolly watch a movie and knock out. gotta go abthing suit shopping in the morning if i end up going swimming with Shewit tomorrow. haha.

ended up webcamming with Aron, watching Kung Fu Panda, and talking on the phone with Aleks(:

June 20, 2010

motherfuckers needa send me pictures&#160;! haha.
woke up all early for Voleake&#8217;s party. had to be there an hour earlier because Diana was going to thin my hair. right when i was about to leave, i find out my grandpa just took the car and left. we called him so many times and he wasnt answering. he finally called back and says he forgot me. on the way to Voleake&#8217;s house, he was all telling me that i should ask Auntie Cat to ask Uncle Alex to take me driving or Ian (: 1 week and a half til my test&#160;! ahhh. haha. hmm, was at Voleake&#8217;s house from 11 AM to 11 PM. these girls were there, then Kela, Jacky, Adrian, Vinh, Sean, and some graduates. yeee. it was fun. we took a shiiiit load of pictures and videos. we ate cambodian food, swaaaanged, gave swanging lessons, played hide and seek, blowed bubbles, took shots, silly stringed everybody, had dramaaaaa, visited Lily&#8217;s party, and killed a spider. ahah. hmm, had a long ass, deep ass talk with Jacky and Brittany. it was nice(: uhh, yeahh. was kinda irritated after cos Diana never thinned my hair. ughh. -____-. w/e. Adrian drove me home and we talked a little on the way.
June 19, 2010

motherfuckers needa send me pictures ! haha.

woke up all early for Voleake’s party. had to be there an hour earlier because Diana was going to thin my hair. right when i was about to leave, i find out my grandpa just took the car and left. we called him so many times and he wasnt answering. he finally called back and says he forgot me. on the way to Voleake’s house, he was all telling me that i should ask Auntie Cat to ask Uncle Alex to take me driving or Ian (: 1 week and a half til my test ! ahhh. haha. hmm, was at Voleake’s house from 11 AM to 11 PM. these girls were there, then Kela, Jacky, Adrian, Vinh, Sean, and some graduates. yeee. it was fun. we took a shiiiit load of pictures and videos. we ate cambodian food, swaaaanged, gave swanging lessons, played hide and seek, blowed bubbles, took shots, silly stringed everybody, had dramaaaaa, visited Lily’s party, and killed a spider. ahah. hmm, had a long ass, deep ass talk with Jacky and Brittany. it was nice(: uhh, yeahh. was kinda irritated after cos Diana never thinned my hair. ughh. -____-. w/e. Adrian drove me home and we talked a little on the way.

June 19, 2010

went to see Toy Story 3 in 3D &amp; IMAX&#160;! (: just got home not too long ago.


well, woke up all pissed off at the world. had to go to little sister&#8217;s award ceremony. bitches didnt tell me til all last minute. i was running on 3 hours of sleep and irritated as fuck. i was bitching about everything. after, got home and just slept alll dayy. i kept waking up to text. fuck. i sleep-texted a shit load of people. lmao. finally got up at like 4. i did my hair and planned the movies tonight. ooh. some boy named Marco Aquinde told somebody i had good grades and was a leader. it was all random. haha. but, some guy facebook&#8217;d me asking me if i wanted to start an Honors Society at my school. fuuuuck that. lmao. when i was done getting ready, i headed to Mikey&#8217;s. she said Julez was giving up a ride. he had a convertible. thaaat was an experience. haha. i kept holding my hair. hmm, went to 7 eleven, CVS, then Carl&#8217;s Jr. before the movies. he bought me some fries and everybody else shakes. hmm, then we got to the movies and he bought everybody&#8217;s movie ticket. fckin 50 something dollars. saw Patrick P! all random. haha. we walked to Starbucks after, then back to the movies. he bought us popcorn and candy while we stood in line. we saved 2 seats for Jacquez and his little brother. the movie was soooooo good(: i cried for one part. ahaha. Jacquez&#8217;s little brother was adorable&#160;! after the movie, he said i was pretty(: the cutest thing ever. haha. we chilled for a little, then Julian took us to go get something to eat. we visited this thing called the Tower of Stone and wrote our names on this hidden piece of paper. then, he bought like 4 boxes of pizza. he gave us a box and breadsticks. he dropped us off at Mikey&#8217;s after. we ate and watched Rocket Power&#160;! (: it was like childhood all over again today. haha. all and all, pretty good day(: oh and Shewit was to chill and go swimming on Monday. we&#8217;ll see how that goes.
June 18, 2010

went to see Toy Story 3 in 3D & IMAX ! (: just got home not too long ago.

well, woke up all pissed off at the world. had to go to little sister’s award ceremony. bitches didnt tell me til all last minute. i was running on 3 hours of sleep and irritated as fuck. i was bitching about everything. after, got home and just slept alll dayy. i kept waking up to text. fuck. i sleep-texted a shit load of people. lmao. finally got up at like 4. i did my hair and planned the movies tonight. ooh. some boy named Marco Aquinde told somebody i had good grades and was a leader. it was all random. haha. but, some guy facebook’d me asking me if i wanted to start an Honors Society at my school. fuuuuck that. lmao. when i was done getting ready, i headed to Mikey’s. she said Julez was giving up a ride. he had a convertible. thaaat was an experience. haha. i kept holding my hair. hmm, went to 7 eleven, CVS, then Carl’s Jr. before the movies. he bought me some fries and everybody else shakes. hmm, then we got to the movies and he bought everybody’s movie ticket. fckin 50 something dollars. saw Patrick P! all random. haha. we walked to Starbucks after, then back to the movies. he bought us popcorn and candy while we stood in line. we saved 2 seats for Jacquez and his little brother. the movie was soooooo good(: i cried for one part. ahaha. Jacquez’s little brother was adorable ! after the movie, he said i was pretty(: the cutest thing ever. haha. we chilled for a little, then Julian took us to go get something to eat. we visited this thing called the Tower of Stone and wrote our names on this hidden piece of paper. then, he bought like 4 boxes of pizza. he gave us a box and breadsticks. he dropped us off at Mikey’s after. we ate and watched Rocket Power ! (: it was like childhood all over again today. haha. all and all, pretty good day(: oh and Shewit was to chill and go swimming on Monday. we’ll see how that goes.

June 18, 2010

making bracelets and watching &#8220;The Karate Kid&#8221; and making bracelets (:
hmm, well woke up to some texts from Voleake. didnt really do much. Tumblrd and watched some of Karate Kid(: hmm, got a random call from SDSU asking me if i wanted to take some classes for college credit. they conflicted with my schedule, so i couldnt. hmm, Voleake asked if i wanted to go to the mall, so i got readyy. got a ride to Voleake&#8217;s house then went w/ her and her sister. we went to PetSmart, Kohls, then Plaza. bought some cute shorts from Forever 21 for cheap(: didnt get to buy my bathing suit :/ couldnt find any cute ones. we were kinda being rushed, so i didnt get to see how much the shorts at Pacsun were. we needa go back again. haha. came back home and tutored my little brother with his homework a little. Tumblred for a bit, then got in an argument with Jae. went over to Mikey&#8217;s for a bit. came back home, talked to Felix and made sure I wasnt trippin. Jae aimed me to apologize, make fun of me eating an oreo cakester, and scream about the Laker game. hmm, decided to make bracelets(: picked up some string from MIkey and came back home. made like 3 bracelets. 2 matching for me and Felix(: then, one for Voleake. i&#8217;ll make more tomorrow. haha. IF Aleks follows through. yeahh, finished Karate Kid and facebooked w/ a whole bunch of people. first time my facebook wasnt boring. haha. yeahh, well ima prolly Tumblr or watch another movie now(:
June 17, 2010

making bracelets and watching “The Karate Kid” and making bracelets (:

hmm, well woke up to some texts from Voleake. didnt really do much. Tumblrd and watched some of Karate Kid(: hmm, got a random call from SDSU asking me if i wanted to take some classes for college credit. they conflicted with my schedule, so i couldnt. hmm, Voleake asked if i wanted to go to the mall, so i got readyy. got a ride to Voleake’s house then went w/ her and her sister. we went to PetSmart, Kohls, then Plaza. bought some cute shorts from Forever 21 for cheap(: didnt get to buy my bathing suit :/ couldnt find any cute ones. we were kinda being rushed, so i didnt get to see how much the shorts at Pacsun were. we needa go back again. haha. came back home and tutored my little brother with his homework a little. Tumblred for a bit, then got in an argument with Jae. went over to Mikey’s for a bit. came back home, talked to Felix and made sure I wasnt trippin. Jae aimed me to apologize, make fun of me eating an oreo cakester, and scream about the Laker game. hmm, decided to make bracelets(: picked up some string from MIkey and came back home. made like 3 bracelets. 2 matching for me and Felix(: then, one for Voleake. i’ll make more tomorrow. haha. IF Aleks follows through. yeahh, finished Karate Kid and facebooked w/ a whole bunch of people. first time my facebook wasnt boring. haha. yeahh, well ima prolly Tumblr or watch another movie now(:

June 17, 2010

Happy Birthday, little cousin, Jaden (:
watched Dear John til Will called me. fell asleep watching it at like 4. haha. hmm, woke up and knew i couldn&#8217;t do shit today. so, just texted and Tumblred all day. ooh. wrote my Dear Ex-Boyfriend letters this Mexican boy was all on my dick. hmm, stayed in bed all day til Voleake came over. ooh, apparently there was some big ass fire in Ocean View. niggas was freakin out. yeee. we played Modern Warfare 2 (: it was fun. ahaha. my uncle&#8217;s co-workers were laggin it and we got hungry. so,we all ate. played some more MW2 after, then cut the cake. Voleake left after and texted me saying she can&#8217;t go tomorrow cos she has to clean :/ guess my plans for tomorrow are cancelled. was really lookin forward to that too. hmm, found out some stuff, so went over to Mikey&#8217;s to make sure she was okay. saw the randomest person. fckin Octavio was in front of her house. haha. i guess i saved her(: hahah. we went upstairs to talk and she seemed better (: hmm, broke that Mexican boy&#8217;s heart. his sprung ass. lmao. then, found out my plans for Friday were ruined :/ couldnt stay for long, so i had to go home. had to jump the fckin fence again. bitches needa give me a key. got all sad after. damn mood swings. tweeted about it then Cindy replied, which kinda cheered me up. then, Aleks called which cheered me up even more. then, Voleake aimed me and i tried to cheer her up. but, i really couldnt. hmm..i feel like a bad friend sometimes. ahhhh, uhh..listened to some music for a bit after and realized how to change my Tumblr background to be even cute than it was before. haha. now, ima prolly finish Dear John and knock out. im going to also, queue this post for later on my personal. haha. byeee&lt;3
June 16, 2010

Happy Birthday, little cousin, Jaden (:

watched Dear John til Will called me. fell asleep watching it at like 4. haha. hmm, woke up and knew i couldn’t do shit today. so, just texted and Tumblred all day. ooh. wrote my Dear Ex-Boyfriend letters this Mexican boy was all on my dick. hmm, stayed in bed all day til Voleake came over. ooh, apparently there was some big ass fire in Ocean View. niggas was freakin out. yeee. we played Modern Warfare 2 (: it was fun. ahaha. my uncle’s co-workers were laggin it and we got hungry. so,we all ate. played some more MW2 after, then cut the cake. Voleake left after and texted me saying she can’t go tomorrow cos she has to clean :/ guess my plans for tomorrow are cancelled. was really lookin forward to that too. hmm, found out some stuff, so went over to Mikey’s to make sure she was okay. saw the randomest person. fckin Octavio was in front of her house. haha. i guess i saved her(: hahah. we went upstairs to talk and she seemed better (: hmm, broke that Mexican boy’s heart. his sprung ass. lmao. then, found out my plans for Friday were ruined :/ couldnt stay for long, so i had to go home. had to jump the fckin fence again. bitches needa give me a key. got all sad after. damn mood swings. tweeted about it then Cindy replied, which kinda cheered me up. then, Aleks called which cheered me up even more. then, Voleake aimed me and i tried to cheer her up. but, i really couldnt. hmm..i feel like a bad friend sometimes. ahhhh, uhh..listened to some music for a bit after and realized how to change my Tumblr background to be even cute than it was before. haha. now, ima prolly finish Dear John and knock out. im going to also, queue this post for later on my personal. haha. byeee<3

June 16, 2010