hmm, decided to change my hair today ! i parted it all the way to the sidee. hah. then, my bangs were too long. so, i trimmed em. eh. i kinda like it now. lmao. i’ve been trying to do something different, but it never comes out how i want it. i kinda like it now. hah. let’s see if anyone notices tomorrow. oh & dont mind the clip on my shirt. i always put them there. lmao.

well, i didnt do shit today. i made a long ass list of shit i’ve been needing to do. i accomplished like half of the list (: im so proud. hah. let’s jus hope i keep this up. no more procrastination for me !

so, i guess im talking to this new guy now. he already likes me & it’s been like 2 days. hah. i guess i have that affect on people (: i dont really feel like i wanna be in a relationship right now though. eh.

oh & i sorta, kinda called Ivaan. idkk. i sorta kinda missed his voice. is that bad? hah. eh. i jus asked him about a homework assignment. idkk. i jus wish we coulda stayed friends :/

oh & heyyy, i lasted 2 months ! (: i think i can do this (:

February 28, 2010

fro yo ! hah. cookies & cream flavored (: i got aaaallll the reese’s topping. lmao.

• this morning i was all scared. first the earthquake in Chile, then Hawaii. hmm, my prayers go out to them. then, warning in Cali & the Philippines. ahh, i hope everything’s okay.
• Diana & Voleake come over around 3? i cleaned up my room a bit & did my hair for the mall. we chat roulette ‘d ! it was kinda funny. lmao. we werent getting any good people though. bleh. we’ll do it again some other time (:
• we get dropped off at the mall around 5 & shop around for a good 2 hours. i get 2 pairs of jeans, 2 long sleeves, a cute leather jacket, white v neck, black thin ass hoodie, & sports bras. hah. we stop to eat frozen yogurt cos Voleake & Diana were craving it. i never had it before. but, it was okaay. hah. tasted like ice cream, but not as thick? hah. we get some fries from hot dog & a stick. & finish shopping. it was funn(: Diana’s crazy ass. lmao. bitch wanna yell “hey!” to some guys & they turned around hella fast. lmao. theeeen they followed us around the mall ! one of em “accidently” shot his bracelet at my ass & goes “my bad”, then picks it up. lmao. then the other one wanna “accidently” bump into diana. theeese nigguhs. lmao. but yeahh, we meet up w/ Pauline & her bf. we wanted to go see “crazies”. it was fckin sold out. Diana gets hungry & gets some Panda Express. we see Kela ! fckin Voleake goes, “have you even met her?” & im like, “no..wait, yeahh !” lmao. then, we see Tim & Dondi. m’fckers were aaallll starin. hah. but, yeahh, we decide to jus go to the movies on Palm.
• we get to the movies & fckers wont sell us a ticket cos we’re not 21. i thought we had to be fckin 18. fuuuckers. so, we jus get When In Rome. but, sneak into Crazies. it was fckin paackedd. we had to sit in the waayy in the front. theeen we missed the beginning. hah. it was an okay movie. i got scared a couple of times. fckin Diana kept laughin & talkin & shit. lmao. that bitch. but yeahh, when we get out, it’s allll raining. so, we run to the car. fckin Voleake’s like, “my booots !” then, when we were crossing the street, she goes, “slow down, car !” lmao. i was dyingg.
• now, im at home waiting for this guy’s call. hah. he was texting me earlier saying how he would wait for me & how i was “worth it” (: hah. it was cute. reminded me of somethin else though. eh. hah.

oh yeahh, we didnt get to take any pictures ! fckin Voleake didnt feel like takin pictures today. that hoe.

February 27, 2010

• sub in 1st. it was okay. bitchass sub gave us the quiz the last 3 min of class. i was stressin. ooh & i think Angel likes me? he gave me like 3 loongass hugs & he was all holdin on to my waist and shit. then, he always buys me shit. hmm, idkk.
• sub in 2nd. it was okay.
• did the packet, turned in my essay, & talked to Mr. G about my grade. s’all good (:
• lunch was…i forgot. lmao. i dont remember what i did. i gave Patrick my bracelet though. since i found out it was really Vanessa’s and she gave it to Ivaan & he gave it to me. -______-. my left wrist felt hella naked. Patrick’s gonna give me a new one Monday though (:
• 4th was bleh. i hate probability. it’s confusing. eh. i got a 92% on the mid term though(:
• 5th was okay. i miiissed Cindy. had to tell her what i found out.
• 6th was funny as usual. ima miss Lexus if he movesssss.
• afterschool, Volleyball Practice ! it was gooooddd (: hah. they were teaching me how to play & shit. lmao. i guess i’m okay now. my arms were heeellaaa red. Voleake says they’re gonna bruise too. aahhhhh! hah. fckin Ivaan goes “you fckin suck.” heeeee’s a hater. but yeahh, i learned all the guy’s names. it was good (: rode the late bus w/ Courtney. i guess it was okay. he kept tryna scare me. hah. fckin Lexus & Christian both text me sayin they cant go. so, bleh. i cancel with Devante & decide to go to MOH. uhh, when Courtney got off, i talked to Wooda for a little. then, walked home w/ Kevin Barber. he was all kissin my ass & apologizing. it was cute. lmao. i get home, shower, & get dressed real quick. then off to MOH Talent Show.
• i end up gettin in for free. haha. i got skiillsss (: it was fckin waack though. bleh. then, the dance sucked. aaalll the old ass music. i met a few new friends (: & broke off a couple randoms. it was good. i was tryna make the most of the night do i kept randomly dancing. get a loongass text from Cindy that hella make my day<3 after, went to go eat Mexican food ! (: yumm <3 hah. its our tradition. we go eat carne asada fries after dancing. everytime. hah. then we drop everybody off & now, im home (: oh & Ivaan randomly texts me at like 1 sayin how “i stole his song.” hah. randomm.

February 26, 2010

dont mind my face. my eyes came out chinky as fuck. lmao.

• around midnight, my fckin laptop charger broke ! i was already dying cos of my phone charger. not my laptop too ! hmm :/  so i went to bed all early. i was kinda sad. kept thinkin if Ivaan was a player or not. hmm, i guuuess i feel like he played with my heart. idkk. i took his bracelet off & fell asleep.
• woke up, all bleh. cos i went to sleep early & didnt do shit. i found Ivaan’s bracelet & put it on. i decided im not gonna take it off until im completely over him. so, i was rushin to take a shower & get ready & shit. i almost missed the bus too.
• i walked patrick to 4th. he said i seemed sad or somethin. cos i wasnt my normal happy self. i got all happy cos Aleks gave me my phone charger ! (: fourth was okay. we had the midterm ! i charged my phone in the back of the class while we were takin the test (: i was the 2nd person done. i got the answers from kike though. hah. but, still. i knew how to do it anyway. we had to show work & shit. i changed like 2 of the answers kike gave me. so yeeee (: i was bored & we still had another hour left. so, i used the bathroom pass to get out of class. i see lexus & tell him how i have to give my community service paper to curry & he goes, “oh shit. wait in there for me.” cos i guess he got called to the office for this college shit. eh. well, i walk in & fckin curry isnt there. as soon as i walk in, Emily goes, “Janisha, get out of here !” then Ivaan turns around & goes, “oh shit!” & i jus roll my eyes. & give my paper to the sub. then i say bye to everyone. hah. i was gonna stay. but, not that many fun people in that class. lmao. then i really didnt wanna see Ivaan. so, yeahh, i left. oh & Lexus tells me to keep his jacket ! wth am i supposed to do with it ! lmao.
• nutrition was okay. i hella forgot what happened. lmao. ooh ! one of my boys tells me how i should beat that “asian girl in the red” ‘s ass. lmao. & im like, why? & he goes, “cos when you ame over here, she pointed at you & Ivaan looked.” lmao. i jus laughed.
• 5th was fuuunnn (: that’s where we took thiiis picture. lmao. we kept fckin around. i was swangin in class & shit. idk had a sudden urge to (; then fckin aaron was shakin his ass. lmao. so i got behind him. ahah. i was all tellin everybody my problems & shit & they were all listening. it’s nice to know i can talk to people i trust (: oh & then Cindy was all astonished cos i got a tumblr famous cousin. lmao.
• lunch - walked w/ Cindy to the AP Gov meeting. it was okay. i juuust might take the class (: hah. soon as we get out, i get a call from Voleake. so i go comfort her. the meeting took up most of lunch. so, spent the rest with Voleake. then cindy called me over real quick & i talked to her about something.
• 6th was fun as always (: good talks w/ Lexus & Christian. then all of a sudden something hits my foot & wooda goes, “remember what you said last night.” so, ty goes, ‘what did she say?” & wooda goes, ” if vanessa throw somethin at her, she goin beat her ass.” mind you, vanessa’s sittin right there. so, she goes, O.O & im jus smiling. lmao. then she goes to allison, “dont we have to go take basketball pics now? ahaha. left all fast. but yeahh, then i go into the back room to get a wet paper towel & Luisa starts talkin to me about Ivaan. it was random as fuck. lmao. i never talk to her. but, yeee.
• afterschool, went to beyond the bell. tutored Christian real quick. ima good teacher (: then, finished my test first. easy peasy (: went to volleyball practice. it was fun watchin the guys (: hah. it was funnnn. im prolly gonna like this (: i met a new friend too ! junior, named Daniel (: hah.
• Keeko walked me home & we a had a good talk (: then, i stop & see Michael & have a good talk with him too. hah. then, i stop my Mikey’s & have a good talk w/ her.

i guess it was a good day (: i got my phone charger then fixed my laptop charger ! (: <3

February 25, 2010

so, i didnt take any pictures today. i forgot. ha. but then i remembered takin this pic in 1st period. it was funny. lmao. it kinda does look like Eddie Murphy. ahahah. i jus opened to it in my textbook. lmao. but, yeahh, sorry for the bad quality. i took it hella quick. hah.

i almost dieeeed today. hah. noo phone at all. ughh. im happy though. cos Aleks has a charger! & he’s gonna give it to me tomorrow ! hah. im impatient though.

• first period was okay. didnt look at Jessica all day. she was all pissed still. i guess..uhh, did my work w/ Chris. talked to Adrian & Angel & them. pretty good day. hah. Adrian owes me a dollar now !
• nutrition was..okay, i guess. same old. i wore Lexus’s jacket today! so, i was tryna avoid him. but, then i saw him at nutrition and i went up to him askin about him moving & shit. and he goes, “is that my jacket?” & im like jus like, “uhh… (: ” lmao. then Manny called him away. so, yeahh. haha. if he asks, ill tell him how i jus pulled it out of Voleake’s closet.
• second period was…okay. our team got like 3 points. yeee (: hah. fkcin forgot my chem notebook though. bleh. Danny & Jose were all talkin to me about Ivaan & Bella. sayin how she was ugly & shit. eh. i dont really know her, so im not gonna talk shit about her. but they were jus tellin me.
• lunch. went to the API meeting w/ Voleake & Adrian. it was okay, i guess. hah. they got hella mad & started yelling and shit. all awkward. then, i guess i got called to the office. didnt hear shit. lmao. but, the asians told me. so, i go. it’s my social worker checkin up on me. i tell her how i wanna go out to vegas & shit. so she tells me all the shit i need to do. im excited. i wanna go. sooo, the bell rings & im all nervous. cos i purse is out there & shit. i get out like 5 min later. while im walking out the office, i see Ivaan with my purse. walkin to class. & im jus smiling. like, awww (: he still cares. it was kinda sweet. hah. he didnt see me though.
• so, i walk in the classroom a little after Ivaan. and i see my purse on my desk. then, Jeff tells me how Ivaan brought it & im jus like aww(: . hah. uhh, class was okay. Ivaan switched seats so he wasnt so close to me. i guess that’s good for both of us. i did my work & shit. talked to Emily & Jeff. it was good. hah. then, i had to read. i got hella nervous. but, apparently, im a bomb ass reader (: i use emotion & shit. lmao. i guess. i gotta hella nervous though. i was fckin shaking. and when i finished reading, my leg was shaking all hardcore. never happened to me before. hmm.
• after class, i walk out right after Ivaan & i call him. so he turns around & im like, “thank you (:” & he goes, “yeahh, you forgot it. so yeahh.. (:” & im like, “ooh, hah. cos i was in the office.” & he goes, “oh..hah.” & gives me a hug & we go our separate ways. i go to pick up Mikey. but, i guess she didnt go to school. then, i give Chuckie a hug & head to beyond the bell w/ Chikis. it was okay. got out early & went to find boys volleyball. they were in the weight room. i walk in & fckin johnathan’s like, “janisha ! you lookin for your boyfriend?” & im like, “noo..we broke up? hah.” & he’s like, “i know.”  & im jus like, wth? hah. uhh, it was kinda awkward being there w/ Ivaan. but i jus talked to Voleake & Aron. i hate how when we break up, he somehow gets all cuter. lmao. i was checkin him out when he was walkin out. he gotta niceee ass bodyy. lmao. he got a faaat ass (: ahaha. rode the late bus home. wooda & cris walked me halfway. we stopped by the rec first though. hah. we had a good talk (:

February 24, 2010

today in 5th, Kathya & Cindy did an intervention. they ripped up my notes from Ivaan & deleted the ones he left on my iPod. they say it will be better for me..

today was okay. 4th period was normal. nutrition was okay. until the bell rang. then, Ivaan goes, “what? no hug?”. so, i give him this weak ass hug. & he goes, “don’t be sad.” & im like, “im not sad.” & he goes, “well, you cried yesterday.” & im like, “well, it’s not like you care anyway.” he jus gives me this look. & walks away…Lexus says i keep setting myself up to get hurt. i’m not trying to :/ 5th was funny, as always (; Kathya made me a siiign<3 and they did an intervention. ahhh, it was kind of hard..i didnt cry or anything though. there was a volleyball meeting at lunch. i was bossing around all the guys until Ms. R came. haha. it was nice (: i have someone to bitch to now. lmao. i had all them m’fckers in check (: this year should be funnn(: first game is on the 4th ! alll the sexy ass guys (; lunch was okay. hung out with my booooyss <3 then, 6th was funny as always (; some note fell out of this girl’s textbook that said “I think Ivaan & Nisha are gonna break up today!” then in another person’s handwriting, “now you get your bestfriend back!…” hah. wow. got me thinking. eh. fuck it. i know who wrote it though. had a goooood ass talk with Lexus (: i swear we got hella close. i knew it was gonna be like this. haha. he’s gonna be just like Patrick to me. bitchass Tobin kept us after class. then, Beyond The Bell. made some new friends & went homeee.

oh & i guess Bridgette is still mad at me. i dont know why. i already explained to her the situation. i thought we were better than that. after everything we’ve been through.

then, i deleted Ivaan’s number out of my phone this morning. i dont even remember it either. just the 994 part :/ mm, still. i guess it will be better for me.

February 23, 2010

today fckin SUCKED.

so, i changed my part today. (bangs to the other side) & nobody fckin noticed. a few people thought i cut my hair. but, thaaat’s it. fckers. hah. i wanted to see if Ivaan noticed. he prolly didnt. eh. hah.

but, i’m at that point when i really dont give a fuck what people think or what people are gonna say about my tumblr. ima post whatever the fuck i want. idgaf who reads it or judges me by it. i dont lie about shit & i dont plan to. the real question is, why are you still reading my shit if you have a problem with it? simple as that.

woke up grouchy this morning. didnt wanna go to school. then, i wasnt sure if my phone charged cos my phone charger was fuckin up. almost missed the bus. then was freeeezing cold this morning, cos i didnt bring a jacket. i didnt know it was gonna be cold. Voleake texted me to pick her up, then she starts cryingg. so i hug her & try to make her feel better. then, i see Ivaan walk past & i start thinking. then my eyes water up. but, i dont cry. bell rings, we go to class. 1st period is okay. i talked to Jessica & she seems all pissed. i guess Bridgette didnt tell her. so, i talk to her & she’s all sayin how she doesnt care anymore. eh. she still seemed mad. turned off my phone since i only had 2 bars. then, nutrition. Ivaan gives me a hug. so, im like, “okay, this is good. we’re still friends”. then, i jus chill. im cold as fuck though. i want to ask Ivaan for his other jacket, but im like fuck it. we arent going out anymore. 2nd was okay. had a test. it was pretty easy. i think i missed 1 or 2? i hope. hah. i hate chem. then, fckin Lexus had wrote “Janisha is a lameass (: - Lexus” in my chem notebook & i think Ms. Northum saw it! lmao. bitchass. so, i talked to Coach R, since Voleake went home early & i was kinda scared to go by myself. she said practice was cancelled. so, yeee. luuuuunch was where everything went bad. first, i was koo. jus chillin. then, the last 10-15 min? i see Ivaan choppin with some bitch. first, it kinda bothered me. but, i was okay. then, i started thinking about shit. & putting shit together & i got all sad. i wasnt gonna cry though. i was jus breathing & shit. & jus huggin people. theeen, this boy tells me he’s trying to get at her. i immediately turn around, hug Patrick, & start cryiiingggg. i think everybody saw. idk. i didnt try to make it all obvious. it wasnt all loud & shit. i stopped after a couple of minutes. then i wiped my eyes & fixed my shit. then, the bells rings. Aron & Jazmine say i dont look like i was crying. so, that was good. i start walking with Black George to 3rd. then Pablo calls me & asks why i was crying. & i tell him i wasnt. in the back of my mind im thinking, “fuuuck. that means everybody saw. including Patrick P. & Ivaan”. he keeps askin why & saying not to lie. & he says my eyes are watery right now. & im like, “no they’re not. hah. i wasnt crying. i was jus sad.” & he goes, why were you sad? & im like, “what, i cant be sad?” then, he gives me this annoyed look & said something like “alright then.” i forgot. something like that. all i know is that it’s something Ivaan says alot. so it reminded me of him. eh. so, i walk into class. thank god we had a sub. i sit down & start to do my journal & shit. i try not to look at Ivaan. like 10 min into the class, he gets up & moves seats. i’m like, thank god. i really didnt want to see him right now. then, i turn to Jeff & tell him i feel like crying. but, i dont want to. so, i put my head down & jus lay there. then, Ivaan gets up & walks past me. then, when he goes to sit back down, he rubs my back real quick. & i start cryiiiiingggggg. not loud. but, still. after a couple min, i stop. i dont even think he noticed. Emily asks if i’m okay & if it’s about Ivaan. & im like, yeahh. i wipe my eyes & Emily says i dont look like i was crying. so, fix all my shit & ask to go to the bathroom. i jus wanna get out of the classroom. i see Aron & tell him what happened. he hugs me & shit. i go to the far bathroom on the other side of the school & fix my hair. then, i go back. Emily asks if i’m good & im like, yeahh. I talk to Jeff & try to do my work. i need to raise my damn grade in that class. George tells me some stupid ass jokes & makes me smile. hah. class was going okay til i find out i have Beyond The Bell. bitchass Torres didnt tell me this shit. ughh. so, the bell rings & i go to pick up Mikey. turns out she has the same class too. we go to the bathroom real quick & i see Bridgette. & i call her & she fckin ignores me. so, im like, wtf. then i go talk to her & im like, “wtf. you’re still mad at me?” & she says, nahh she doesnt really care anymore. mm, i guess. but, i tell her what happened today. & she’s all sayin, “i thought you didnt like him” & “it’s not worth it”. i’m jus like, “i love him :/” & “i know”. eh. so, yeahh. Amanda & Italia have the same Beyond The Bell class too. so, we all walk together. we end up being 2 min late & get bitched at. class went by hella fast. i finally turn on my phone & get all these texts from people. thank god my twitter updates were off. hah. but, i find out that the girl that Ivaan is tryna chop at, was askin about me. & she feels bad. & she says how they used to have a thing. then, it ended. but, it started again at her party. i knew that fckin tweet was about some other bitch. “it was about you”, myyy ass. dont give me them fckin lies. im not stupid. you still love me. it’s gonna take awhile to get over me. all fuckin bullshit. what the fuck ever, im done.

so, i go home & start checkin twitter. i see all this shit that would have made me mad if i had my twitter updates on. w/e. i jus go to unfollow Ivaan. turns out he already unfollowed me. fuck it. now, i jus really dont feel like doing shit. Volleyball is gonna be so fckin awkward. w/e. im done crying over his ass. i never cry over guys. idk why he’s different. it’s bullshit. not even gonna waste my tears. especially over his lies.

February 22, 2010

• woke up to a call from Voleake. never got dressed so quick in my life. hah.
• Community Service - Tet Festival, again !
• picked up trash, did security-played Volleyball w/ a beachball, sold roses, took free pictures, watched the buildings in Culture Village, ate, chiiillled.
• snuck in Shewit for free. lmao.
• Voleake’s friend, Samatha, came.
• this one boy’s teeth were orange cos of his Thai Tea & nobody wanted to tell him!
• Pauline & Diana come (:
• the black guy at the basketball game was tryna get at me.
• chiiiiiiilled.
• Pauline drops us off at her house, in eastside!
• we get picked up by Voleake’s bro.
• i get drop off at home & i’m tired as fuuuckk. i take a 3 hour nap.
• now, im about to fall the fuck back to bed. but, i have english hw to do!

February 21, 2010

• voleake’s house.
• volleyball registration @ SUHI
• Tet Festival
• meetup w/ Brittany, Vin, Thi (pronounced Tee) & them.
• Community Service from 11-4
• check out & walk around.
• Diana, Paulina, Dom, Justin, & Patrick come.
• kick it, walk around holding hand with Diana, boy hunting, swanging.
• play some games. then roller coaster with the guys.
• Voleake’s bro picks us up.
• talked to Devante for like 10 min.
• wanted to call Ivaan. but, he was prolly still at the party.
• knocking out at around 11. im tiiiiiiired.
• got an aim that woke me up.
• webcammed for a little.
• called Ivaan at like 12. he was busy.
• talked about life.
• Ivaan called me back. talked things through. we both have an understanding now.
• talked about life, again.
• knocked the fuck out.

i’ll do details tomorrow. im waaaay too fuckin tired right now. <—nvm. that’s good enough. lmao. im too lazy.

February 20, 2010

im piiiiiissed. im fckin stuck at home, instead of the movies. -_________- well, i was gonna take a pic at the movies. guess not anymore. well, im just starting to use this Burt’s Bees chapstick. i guess it’s okay. haha. mintyyyy. hmm, we’ll see how this turns out. see if i like it or not. hah. uhh, Angel bought me that Vitamin Water (; he aaalwayss buys me shit (: matter fact, people in general, always buy me & give me shit. makes me feel so loved (: today was pretty good, i guess. hah. night is what pissed me off. fckin ruined cos Mikey couldnt go to the movies. then, Devante was laggin texts. and jus ughhh. ruined my night. theeeenn, i was thinkin about Ivaan & how he treats me. i really dont need that shit anymore. I tried to make things work, but they’re not. i really need to think on what would make me happy right now.

EDIT: so, all last minute, Devante says he can pick me up & drop me off at the movies (: so, i got all happy. haha. ended up seeing Shutter Island. he paid for me (: uhh, got a text from Bridgette sayin all this shit. so, i call her up & make things right. she knoooows i would never talk shit about them. ughh. w/e. made things right. um, Shutter Island fckin suuuucked. not what i expected at all. wasnt even fckin scary. but, yeahh..it was kinda awkward sittin with Devante. like, no sparks or nada. we didnt even kiss. so, yeeahh. i dont think anything’s gonna happen with that. mm, guess im jus gonna be stayin single for awhile (:

February 19, 2010

the only hoodie of his i wanted to borrow. guess he never got it, no matter how many times i hinted. eh. w/e. fuck it. doesnt matter now.

well, today was pretty good. i love my B days (: mm, got a little annoyed by Ivaan. eh. i got over it. beat Eric’s ass in 5th. i think he likes me. hah. uhh, lunch was okay. 6th was pretty good (: got an A on my presentation. hah. uhh, afterschool was unexpected. then, talked to Keeko on the way home. it was pretty good. then, ran into Michael & had a talk with him. hah. pretty okay day (:

oh & i made up my mind.

February 18, 2010

he’s gonna get me fat. lmao. always buys me chocolate to make me happy (: of course my fat ass eats it too. lmao. mm, snickers is one of my favorite candy bars. hah. yuuumm(: he knows me sooo well.

well, today was pretty good. took a nap in 1st. nutrition was okay. 2nd was okay, kinda easy. lunch was prettyy good. hah. & 3rd was ookaay. that note made me smile (: afterschool was great (; hah. witnessed some shit i didnt expect. it was funny. lmao. i went :o ooh, then got kinda surprised by something. uhh, went to Mikey’s house for like 2 hours. then, home & webcammed with Felix (:

oh & i finally caught the sunset ! haha. yeeeee (:

February 17, 2010

pity gift? idk. hah. but, i guess i like it (; mm, today was pretty good. i told ivaan it was okay & he said he’d make it better at lunch. hah. so he bought me chocolate (: yumm. hah. laughed alot in 5th & 6th. had some good ass talks with people. Ivaan got mad at me afterschool. but made up for it at night (: hah. people kept askin if we went back out. cos we hugged. but, nahh. people just cant seem to accept the fact that exes an be friends.

February 16, 2010

todaaaaay was..pretty good. haha.

uhh, had spent the night at Mikey’s. came home at like 11. got ready & shit. then went back over. saw him today (: it was kinda awkward. hah. but, it was pretty good. kicked it with him all dayy. we walked around the whole neighborhood. he heldd mee, we taalkedd, hugged. all that shit. i reeealllyyy like him. im still hella confused on what to do though. i jus need tiiime to think about it.

he wouldnt let me take any pictures of him & i was too busy to set any self timers. haha. so, i was takin pictures of nature & houses while we were walking around. he called me weird. lmao. but, i liiike this house (: had a little tiki hut in the front & shit. i want my house to have one of those & all the hawaiian decor (; cutecutecute. haha.

February 15, 2010

late, late, late. eh, i knew i was gonna be.

Happy Valentine’s Day !

today was okay. didnt get good til like tonight. morning, went to buy my mom some roses & a balloon for Valentine’s Day. i saw alll the happy couples walkin around. s’all good though. didnt get sad. it was cute. after, came home & walked a few doors down to buy some girl scout cookies ! i was fckin craving ! hah. Tagalongs <3 but, yeahh, played omgpop for a bit & gave Adrian girl advice. then went to Mikey’s house. watched 17 Again (: Ivaan called me & made fun of my voicemail. hah. he misses me. i know it. then, came back home to pay my phone bill & ask to spend the night. got heeeeeellaaaa surprised. but, it was kind of good. found out some shit i needed to know. so, yeahh. i got a lottttt to think about :/ this is gonna be hard.

February 14, 2010