“Now, I’m feeling so fly. Like a G6.”

woke up to my brother’s aim and told him “i love you, too”. i NEVER say that. eh. on the car ride to school, i started crying cos i missed him :/ w/e. ASB meeting in the morning. i’m part of Homecoming Court(; after 4th, i went into the ASB abthroom and almost cried cos somebody broke the mirror :( 5th went by fast. got a text from Mimi asking if my mom passed away. i got all sad and asked my grandma. she said no. i felt a little better, but still kinda said cos “what if..?” so, yeahh..got picked up at lunch for my doc appt. i guess i dont have high blood pressure anymore. but, heart disease runs in our family :/ read the manual to my camera for the first time. learned some new shit. lmao. went to Costco. then home. then back to the school. practiced the ASB dance and learned the rest. we all got the steps down, just need to practice. went into the gym to watch the boys play volleyball. Coach R taught me how to set! (: rode the bus home. Brendan was saying the funniest shit. made a new friend & saw Eric. walked home with Keeko & talked about Christian’s party. came home and did absolutely nothing. just played with my camera settings, update my 365, and upload pictures.

August 31, 2010

i felt fucking ugly today. hah.

finished writing my personal statement in the morning. practiced the ASB dance in front of the ASB mirrors. haha. i was getting fucking dooown. classes went by fairly quick. took lots of pictures. afterschool, practiced the ASB dance some more. then chilled with Coach Theresa for a little. she gave me a ride home and i fell asleep aaaalll early. brother aimed me saying “i love you” while i was asleep.

August 30, 2010

Sharky’s is fucking delicious. omg.

woke up and watched “Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging.” that movie is so damn cute. omg. reminded me how much i looove white boys. lmao. got dropped off at work. Grandma bought me some Sharky’s (; it was fucking delicious. Nachos w/ Chicken<3 saw Christian & Rheya. on break, walked around a couple store’s to look for an outfit to Christian’s party. dropped Voleake off her packages. after work, went hooomee. tried writing my personal statement and fell asleep.

August 29, 2010

Marcus came to visit me again.

Work. Marcus came over.

August 28, 2010

“Cup of Kandie” / “Kandie Cone” (:

School. Football Scrimmage. Ride home from Patrick. Trolley. Scream Louder. Mission to get home. Mikey’s house w/ the guys. Home.

August 27, 2010

“If you like pina colada.. !”  got it stuck in Neria’s head. funniest shit ever.

got dropped off early to practice the dance and we didn’t even practice it :/ wore my new clothes to school. i did not like my hair today. bleh. didnt do much in AP Gov. lost my necklace :/ found it during nutrition in the ASB. haha. ooh and Brendan thought I was mad at him ! i’m like, “i thought you were mad at me !” & he said, “i could never be mad at you, Nishaa” (: so, we made up(: haha. apparently, in 5th, Armando thinks im cute. lmao. i was being a hoooper today(: our team got aaall the shots. haha. ran the laps with Ivaan since Marco didnt come. “damn girl, you run hella fast !” lmao. lunch was chiiill w/ my boys. A’ced the test i 6th (: yeeee. never noticed all the cuties in that class. lmao. chilled and talked with Rheya after class. made her her bracelet, finally. lmao. was gonna practice the ASB dance w/ Kristine afterschool, but ended up chillin with Coach Theresa. plaaayed on the monkey bars ! (: omg. havent done that in awhile. lmao. i coulda already feel the blisters forming on my hands. lmao. brings back memories. helped sell Takis and Tostitos afterschool. sold aloooot. lmao. even made up a little speech similar to my beenie babies one. lmao. actually accomplished some homework. then i fucking fell asleep. woke up, watched degrassi, worked on updating my 365 and uploading pictures. now, ima start up again on my hw since im caught up(:

August 26, 2010

got up aaaalll early. walked with Kahsa to check the list. didnt make it :/ let’s bitch. i bitch/talk shit when i get mad.

2 bitches took me and Alyssa’s spots. one of the bitches is fucking injured. she fucked up her knee and tore something a few days ago at tryouts. bitch has to wear a knee brace and she hasnt even been to tryouts for the last 2 days. please explain why this bitch took my spot? ooh & afterschool, why did i see this bitch watching the guys play football instead of staying and watching volleyball practice to see what she was missing out on? next, this other bitch. it’s her  first year playing and she’s a junior. why the fuck did she make it? she hasnt been to the last 2 days of tryouts either. she’s back row and she fucking sucks. why did she take Alyssa’s place? Alyssa was fucking beeeast. if i didnt make it, i knew shhheee would at least make it. but, no. then, the junior bitch didnt even dress up for volleyball today. ooh & apparently, she got a text from Coach saying “oh, dont worry about try outs. you have a guaranteed spot on varsity.” shiesty ass shit. bitch ass coach wanna play favorites. it’s whatever though. she’ll she her bad decision and regret cutting us. you would think after having a suck ass team last year, she’d actually waaant a banner. guess not. dumb bitch.

anywho, ASB fam comforted me. practiced the dance in the dance room. im in the veeerry front. hahah. in first, got asked why i wasnt as happy as i usually am. it’s nice t know i’m known for being a happy person. worked at lunch and nutrition today. sooo fucking glad. did nooot want to see some people cos i knew they were gonna ask. in 2nd, Carol made me organize my binder. lmao. her ass. threw a workbook at Janine in 3rd. apparently it was hilarious. lmao. shiiiit, i guess it’s just a reflex. day went by preeetty quick. afterschool, was gonna stay to practice the ASB dance. Alyssa wanted to stay and watch volleyball, so i said id stay with her. got kicked out the gym. lmao. ended up watching the soccer guys and having a mini photoshoot. hella vented to Adrian. got walked home by Keeko. stopped at the rec for a bit and saw Michael. played a little bit of basketball and he walked me home. got a package in the mail from Forever 21(: took a nap. woke up to a text from Ivaan. it was hella random. he was tryna get me to tell him i got cut. it’s w/e though. ASB Fam got pissed off at Marc. lmao. i even joined in. knocked out early as fuck. i slept a shiiiiiiitload.

August 25, 2010

Happy Birthday Grandpa & Alyssa ! (:

ASB Meeting the morning. day went by pretty fast. Vinny found my lens cap(: preeetty chill day. volleyball try outs afterschool went okay. list goes up tomorrow ! realized i left my lens cap in the gym :/ Joseph got the basketball coach to get it for me though (: got picked up from the bus stop and got ready to go out to eat. ate PF Chang’s ! yuuummaayyy<3 sports authority after. they didnt have any good knee pads :/ got some cute shorts 3/$20 though (: came home and cut the cake. some ghetto ass bitch put “Happy Birthday, Granpa” on the cake. -_______- watched my movie and knooocked out.

August 24, 2010

you can guess what this is. i think it’s pretty obvious. yeahh, it has no meaning whatsoever. lmao.

dropped my little brother and sister off at their first day of school. class went by fairly quickly. class with Johnny Tsunami was great(: he’s such a cutie. lmao. try outs went preeeetty fucking great. came home and ordered my grandpa’s cake from Cold Stone. it was random as fuck that David answered the phone! haha. finally got to download muuusic(: all caught up now. haha. took a short nap, then was awakened by a call from Daniel. he fell asleep, so i hung up. lmao. finished watching the movie Johnny Tsunami and knocked out.

August 23, 2010

work was chill. was in the mood to go shopping. couldnt find anything i liked. was gonna buy the 9’s, but i have too many red and black shoes already :/ came home and did some onliiine shopping. met a boy from Tumblr and he asked to “fall asleep on the phone with me”. so, we did (:

August 22, 2010

woooork. im the only ROP that works on Saturdays now.

was hella out of it all day. came home and webcammed, uploaded bonfire pictures, updated my 365, webcammed again w/ Jae, watched Degrassi, knocked out.

August 21, 2010

Senior Bonfire(:

woke up hella early. still had last minute homework to do and we were practicing the dance in the morning. searched for my landyard in the ASB. i was pretty sure somebody took it. hopefully, it was by accident. i was kinda irritated about it. found it a little while later. Michell had picked it up cos it fell (: it was a minimum day, so the day went by pretty fast. volleyball tryouts continued afterschool. i did okay. got picked up and found out all last minute i had no ride to the bonfire :/ texted hella people asking if they could give me a ride. finally, Alyssa said she could(: bought some Smore’s at Walmart, then went home to get ready. the bonfire was pretty fuun(: ate, played some volleyball for a bit, then daaanced when it started getting dark(: toook pictures, ate like 1 toasted marshmellow, and chilled. lmao. motherfuckers were doing unnecessary shit, but i was cool. drank a little bit towards the end of the night. met some cute Otay boy named AJ. he’s white & mexican(; lmao. i neeeeda get his number. left a little before 12. fckin pulled a mission with Carol searching for our shit. somebody threw my volleyball in the trash ! AFTER they fckin burned it. then took my Smores. cos i know damn well nobody ate it. ignorant ass people. bleh. w/e. i still had fun.

August 20, 2010

ASB Fam(ily) (:

Schoool. Got my camera back from Voleake. People ruined it for me and told me I didn’t get cut for volleyball. haha. My ex was getting aaaalll jealous and overprotective of me -_______-. Got my SAT fee waiver(: veeery last one. then, apparently, i’m exempt from taking these college tests cos i did so well on some other ones? haha. i guess. Open House afterschool ! made some posters for volleyball and did some stuff for ASB. walked around everybody’s booth and took pictures. Leslie’s mom makes deeeeelicious Jamaica(: had a mini ASB dancing session towards the end, then ASB photoshoot ! after getting kicked out, a couple of us went to the parking lot for an ASB after party. haha. it was fuuucking fun. swaaangin’ ! (: swanged with Kelvin & Kyle ! loooovee theemmm<3 but yeahh, i would be the first people to make the Macarena look dirty. lmao. Swangin’ Macarena ! haha.

August 19, 2010

learning the ASB dance(:

ASB Meeting in the morning. i decided to wear pants cos i haven’t worn em since school started. well, get to school and we’re supposed to learn the dance. wooorst possible day to wear jeans. then the day was unbelievably hot. Liang’s class was bleh. AP Lit was okay. started reading Dante’s Inferno. im kind of getting it. haha. worked at lunch and nutrition. 3rd period was chiiiiiill with Mario & Lily(: . afterschool, we had our 3rd day of volleyball tryouts. me and Alyssa did soooooo fucking good. omg. we were great at front row and we didnt even practice it. i was getting all my serves too. lmao. shiiiit. stayed after practice for a little and watched the hip hop dance team. then, went to eat In N Out w/ Adrian and Voleake. Adrian is the “ugly friend”. hahaha ! hmm, fckin left my camera in Voleake’s car. uhh..got pissed at Aleks for putting me on blast. made up. knocked out pretty soon after that.

August 18, 2010

we’d be some sexy ass lesbians. lmao. we only play gay though. shit’s hilarious(:

face of a thug. “why didn’t you wear your hair like that when we were going out?”

alll the compliments on my hair today. bleh. anyway, was getting ready in the morning when my computer screen flashed there was an ASB meeting today. aaalll fucking late. didnt even get to straighten my hair. just brought mousse with me to the ASB meeting. apparently, it looked good though. Dario said i looked Hawaiian. lmao. took a teeest in AP Gov. i dont think i failed it, but i dont think i got an A on it, either. PE was chiiiill. Sayers and Ivaan taught me how to hit the ball in softball and i guess i did really good. lmao. Sayers thought i was a softball player and shit. haha. 2011 meeting at lunch. im gonna buy a class shirt(: 6th period was soooo boring. i took a fkcin 20 min nap. lmao. 2nd day of try outs afterschool. i swear i did fucking horrible :/ picked up my paycheck after. i guess they like me at my job(: went back to the school and stayed for College Night. preeetty informative. haha. omg. Andres’s brother, Jose, is the cuuuuutest fucking thing. got a ride home from them(: called up my cousin that night. she’s gonna try to fly me out Sept. 27th(:

August 17, 2010