jus got home. quit trippin. im mad as fuck that i didnt take pictures of shit today. i jus practiced focusing on my camera. hmm, pretty good ass day(:

• woke up late, spent like 5 min trying to take this unnecessary ass padlock off the gate, Mikey’s house, realized i forgot my headphones, off to school.
• didnt wear dress code. late for 0 period. went to advisory. made a new friend. starting talking to Diana, Courtney’s sister. went to first, had a sub, talked to Jessica all class. ditched 2nd period & went to Tobin’s. she let me stay(: got some cake & helped Diana pass out pieces. nutrition was nutrition. 3rd period we had a quiz. it was okay. 4th period, Mr. Torres sent me to the PE office to pick up some shit. had a good talk w/ Jazmine. then, another good talk w/ Coach R. got back to class, finished my 3 worksheets all fast & talked to Brendan about some shit. he says ima fliiirt. hah. lunch was good. hmm, good talk w/ Allyson & good talk w/ Patrick. he says i over think shit in my relationships. hmm..went to 5th, it was only me & Cindy. we missed Kathya ! uhh, didnt accomplish shit on my poster cos i needed Kathya. found a baby bird on the ground outside ! i guess it fell from it’s nest & was still alive. shit was scary as hell. it was sad though :/ 6th period was fuunnyy. Lexus ditched, so i didnt have to present. Ty was being weird, pouring salt on people. beat Wooda’s ass. & took a test.
• barely anybody showed up to volleyball practice. it was fun though. listened to music, chopped, & showed off my gymnastic abilities(: ride home from Coach Theresa.
• got talked to about colleges before i even walked through the door. bleh. did laundry, watched Glee, & got ready. Adrian picked me up, went on a mission to pick up Aleka, headed to MOH. sat through performances for half an hour. boring as fuck. thank god we didnt go early. hah. texted Minh, Voleake & Cindy. thought it was gonna be awkward between me & Denver but he gave me a long ass hug(: swaaaaanged. it was fuuunn(: swanged w/ a shitload of guys. hah. i swear i broke some dicks. it was good though. made some new friends(: i wanted to dance w/ Denver but i couldnt find him. hah. he looked cute(: hmm, when the dance was done, invited Denver to get some messican food<3 waited for Adrian, & Sean, Ivaan’s cousin, randomly came up to me & Denver w/ the corniest lines. hah. hmm, it was awkward. lmao. but, yeeaaahh. chopped w/ Denver. then, drove to Jilberto’s. yummy, yummy, yummy(: chilled there for a good hour or 2 til everyone left. got a long ass hug from Denver & everybody kept cock blockin. finally got a kiss goodbye & went to drop people off.
• now, im home & realizing i didnt take any pics. bleh. well, ima sleep. night ! (:

April 30, 2010

Ghetto Softlips Lipsoft. lmao. jk. idek the name. but, it works like softlips(: hah. im so happy Kathya caught this EXACTLY how i wanted it. lmao.

• woke up this morning late again. it was windy as fuck outside. Mikey’s house, then school. im getting fucking sick. ughh. Aron randomly walked out of his class & yelled “hi, Nisha !” while i was walking to class. hah. hmm, late for 0 period. didnt accomplish much.
• found out they blocked Tumblr in 4th period. bleh. bitchass school. hmm, class was okay. fell all accomplished cos my group won extra credit cos of my smartness(: talked shit to Mr. Torres & laughed cos the Mexican boy next to me was listening to “Gangstas & Strippers.”
• Nutrition was nutrition.
• 5th period was gooood(: i love art class. did a lot on my art project(; my last project got hung on the wall. took a shiiitload of pictures(: watched youtube vids, & had “your love is my drug” stuck in my head. good day in art(:
• lunch was good. it was windy as fuck outside. talked to DJ ! looked through his ipod & shit. he’s fckin chiiiill ! my new best guy friend <3 
• went straight to Bartlett’s classroom to meet up w/ Coach R. brought the posters to the gym & hung them up for senior night(: Patrick P was hella makin me laugh & he made a special poster for us, managers(; lmao. well, it was prettty chill. for some reason, i felt like most of JV was missing. idk why. talked to Edwin, Oscar, & Octavio for a bit. which was random. hah. Edwin offered me chip. he’s a weirdo. idk. something about him is so mysterious. something about him makes me want to rape him. anywho, JV won(: both sets. hah. easy peasy. i got allllll scared for Aron when he hurt his back. gave him a back massage when the game was done(; hmm, for Varsity, me & Voleake announced their names & gave them candy lai’s (: game was pretty good. the other team was nice & let them win a set ! (: haha. it was good for their last home game(: Kristine fed me fooood(; it was like a combination of Adobo & Vietnam. lmao. then, Voleake fed me chinese food from her restaurant. dont really remember much else. shit was interesting though(: took lots of pictures after & Coach gave me a ride home. had a good talk in the car about ex’s. & found something out.

April 29, 2010

• woke up late. it was all humidy outside & i didnt have my black hoodie. bleh. went to Mikey’s. she let me borrow her black cardigan. went outside & it started sprinkling. i was like, “fuuuck, i hope it stops soon :/”.
• got to school, late to 0 period, left at 7:25, checked in in the ASB, headed to the gym in the fckin rain, checked in in first period, then set up. the 8th grade visitation was pretty fun(: helped my counselor hand out locaters. socialized w/ other ASB members. watched the performances. then, toured a group of 8th graders. it was pretty good(; they liked me. hah. i introduced them to Ke$ha. lmao. i think we did a good job? (:
• got some nasty ass food, cos we didnt have time to get the good food. bleh. went to 2nd period. same shit, same shit. took some notes & a quick lab that involved M&M’s (: i felt like a fatass. hah. i was all eating in class.
• lunch was chill.
• 3rd was okay. finished our story. i had to read & mr. g was all talkin shit to me. lmao. funny stuff. i think im getting sick :/ abel randomly called me. he’s a weirdo. hah.
• practice was good. talked about the sweaters & changed dates for the banquet. gave Aron a back massage to make him feel better. uhh, practice was only until 5:45. so, the guys jus fucked around. senior night/our last home game is tomorrow. should be good(: we’re gonna win. hah. rode the bus home. talked to Jacquez & Javion/Keeko. they walked me home w/ Tim. kept asking all these questions about Ivaan. fckin nosey. hah. got all mad cos i didnt tell em shit(; i dont like people knowing all about my love life. hah.
• got home, ate, changed my ringtone to OMG- Usher (; , aim, webcam, reminisced, tumblr, & yeeahh. good day(:

April 28, 2010

headphones symbolize my need for downloading music. lmao. downloaded 109 songs today(: took my ass long enough. i needed that. haha. now, im all caught up(:

• woke up this morning and went back to sleep. bleh. woke up, went to Mikey’s, then 0 period. cindy looked so pretttyyy(:
• 4th period was okay. pretty good, i guess. hah.
• nutrition was chill.
• 5th period was fun(: too bad my snickers smashed :/
• lunch was fun(: looove lunches w/ my bestfriend, Patrick(: & Kesha ! haha.
• went to 6th for like 5 min, then left for volleyball.
• volleyball game was fun(: JV won both sets. Varsity lost. uhh, picked the awards for the banquet. & yeahhh, dont remember much. it was fun though. Patrick P is hella chill. oh & Kristine almost popped my titties w/ her big ass hug. lmao.
• rode the bus home w/ Andres & Johnathan. Edwin was all staring. he’s a weirdo. lmao. walked home w/ Kevin Barber & yeeahhh.
• chilled at home & webcammed. good shit, good shit.

April 27, 2010

• woke up kinda of late, half-assed straightening my hair & headed to Mikey’s. she was running late too. left to school at like 7:55. i knew i was gonna be late for the ASB meeting. texted Cindy to tell Ms. Love i was gonna be at the meeting. got there at like 8:03. thank god the meeting didnt start yet. meeting was pretty good. first job is the 8th grade visitation on Wednesday. we’ll see how that goes(:
• first period was okay. forgot my notebook. bleh. but, did all my work(:
• nutrition was nutrition. borrowed Marco’s notebook for 3rd(: ooh & apparently, Neria knows my name. he’s like, “Janisha, you ready for Wednesday?” hah. yee.
• 2nd period was good(; jus did a lab & socialized.
• lunch was good. dropped my shit off in ASB(: then, pretty much chilled w/ the group. Aldo was all textin me talkin aout he can see me & shit. he’s tryna chop now. bleh.
• 3 period was scaary. learning about Gothic Literature. shit is scary. hah. i dont like it so much. 
• volleyball practice was only an hour & a half. didnt pass or anything. jus chilled. hah. talked to Patrick, Brendan, Aron, & Shewit. pretty chill. Aldo was texting me calling me baby & shit. bleh. ooh, Shewit kissed me! ahhh, unexpected, unexpected. Barber was all tryna kiss me & shit. bleh. ooh, i’ve learned how to tune out Ivaan. good shit(; hmm, rode the bus home w/ Barber & Shewit. played Slide w/ Shewit & Octavio & em w/ all trying to play. lmaoo. it was fckin hilarious. apparently they dont play slide in TJ. Shewit’s like, “they play w/ their feet” lmfao ! Edwin was all staring at me. hah. he’s a weir2do. he knows my name though cos he said bye to me when he got off the bus. hmm, walked home w/ Barber. he said asked how many boyfriends i’ve had and said “i love you” before he left. such a weirdo. lmao.
• now, im home, chillin. still need to take a picture for today. lmao. 

April 26, 2010

this bothered me more than it should have. cos of 

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yeeeeeeahhhh. oh, well, meet my Disney twins. you decide which one i look like. cos i dont see shiiiit. haha.

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• wokee up to a text from somebody tellin me to take them back & that they’re sorry. bleh. didnt even reply back. got a couple good morning texts(: talked to Mikey for a bit about last night & headed home.
• showered, ate, etc. had to clean. couldnt go to the mall w/ Mikey. ended up staying in my room all day. texted all day. webcammed. tumblred. sang. danced. watched Glee. aim. etc. 
• i wanna watch a movie before i go to bed. hmm, we’ll see. prolly lilo & stitch (:

April 25, 2010

ghetto ass phone quality. my fckin camera died right when i was taking this good ass picture. bleh. oh, meet my little brother & sister.

• woke up kinda of early, texted Mikey about tonight, then fell right back to sleep. haha. was awaked a few hours earlier to get changed. we were gonna go out to see some fam. bleh.
• stopped at empty ass Chula Vista mall first. bleh. didnt wanna be there. had to go to Sears to buy a mattress and new dishwasher. saw some kids w/ arrows shaved on their heads. fckin Mexican Avatars. lmao. uhh, pretty much walked around w/ my little cousin, Jaden, Dina, & Chuckie. watched Transformers 2 til we left & yeahh(:
• went to eat at Jollibees. yumm(: they were randomly playing the boy meet world theme song in there. it was weird. haha. Uncle was all talkin to me about, college, classes, summer jobs, money, etc. bleh.
• went to go visit fam. got bored real fast & wanted to be back already before Josh & them left. asked to go sit in the car, brought the kids. i wanted to drive hella bad. lmao. so, i backed out. then freaked the fuck out & pulled back in. haha. this old ass lady was jus staring. im like, fuuuuck. ahhah. they finally came out & i finally went home. ooh & Aron’s gonna teach me tagalog(: lmao.
• got home, the went to see mi hijo. mikey wasnt home, so i jus gave him a hug & left. told him id be back when she got home. came home. chilled for 3 hours. dropped one of the people i was choppin it w/. they cried. w/e. i had to do, what i had to do. 
• went back to Mikey’s house. chilled. went outside. chilled w/ the guys. walked somewhere. walked right back. chilled til some of the guys came back. ate Messican food. went home for curfew. cleaned my room, talked to Adrian, chopped it up w/ the same boy i was choppin with all day. now, boutta ask if i can spend the night. i better not get raped. haha.
• EDIT: okay, so i spent the night. bleh. to sum it all up, i smoked, watched movies, got violated & almost raped, & Little Ham tried to get at me the whole time. eh. it was fun for the most part. dont really remember much else. but, i went to sleep around 4. hah.

April 24, 2010

made ASB (: <3 got balloons. haha. apparently, i looked pretty today(:

• so, woke up, another headache bleh, went to Mikey’s, headed to school. Cindy wasnt in 0 period ! i missed her. then, i wanted her to see me when i looked pretty. hah. texted her for a bit & finished a chapter in my health book. Allyson wasnt there either. hmm.
• bell rang, walked out & Aaron was staring me down. i walk up to give him a hug & he’s like, “you look really pretty today. i couldnt even tell you were black.” lmao. then he goes, “you smell good too ! you smell like you jus got out the shower.” im like, “i always smell good?” haha.
• walked to Curry’s class & Angel’s like, “you look good, Janisha (:” aaaalll the fckin compliments. haha. hmm, watched the rest of the movie, did a worksheet, had a blackout, & got my balloons for ASB(: spent like 15 min tryna untangle them w/ Adrian though. good thing we had a sub.
• nutrition was okay. gave Aron a loooong ass hug & Donald got all jealous. lmao. he kept trying to give me hugs but i was too busy. ooh. kept hitting people w/ my balloons & people kept askin if it was my birthday. lmao.
• 2nd period was okay. 3 people in that class made ASB too. just took notes, talked to Danny about people we didnt like, & played King’s Corner (;
• lunch was chill. dont really remember what happened. lmao.
• 3rd period was okay. read some fucked up ass story. hah. left the last 45 min of class to the ASB meeting. it was chill. im commissioner of concessions (: next year should be fun. hah. went back to class cos i forgot my ipod touch. chilled w/ Brendan, Kristine, Kelvin, & Melissa for 3 min til the bell rang. Abel gave me a free snickers(: then walked w/ Brendan to practice.
• took pictures w/ JV & voted for the awards. saw my boyfriend, Noah(: haha. pretty chill. oh & tossed blueberries into Justin’s mouth. it was amazing. he’s like a seal. lmao.
• ride to Voleake’s house from Justin. Voleake drove. hah. ooh. he’s gonna take me driving next week(: cant wait. gonna finally get my license. hah. Voleake changed & got money then we headed to Adrian’s house. it was fckin hilarious. Justin was all amazed by Adrian’s car. hahah. funny shit. got lollicup & wingstop w/ Adrian & Voleake. it was delicious(:

• 

• then Adrian dropped me & Voleake off at the movies. watched “Losers” w/ Andres & Abdel. hella awkward. but, it was chill. movie was okay. i expected worse, but it was pretty good. ah. chopped w/ some random boy from Montgomery. it was funny. he was all shy. haha. he said i looked like a senior(: after the movie, walked to Carl’s Jr. saw Georgy & gave him a hug(; chilled at Carl’s Jr. for a bit & got a ride home from Andres. 
• pretty good day. hah. got a call from Aleks & talked to him for an hour. it was funnyy(: knocked out before 12. didnt even get to finish updating my 365. at least i uploaded it on time though. haha.

April 23, 2010

got our schedules for next year(; uhh, i went to sleep at like 9. early as fuuuck. my bad.  hate missing days. cos then i forget what happens & have to check twitter. haha.

• woke up w/ a huuuuuge ass headache. pretty sure it was raining? lmao. or it was cold. w/e. ride from Mikey & zero period. saw a rainbow(:
• 4th period was okay. jus did partner work & some worksheets. found out Brendan cant play for the rest of the season :/
• nutrition was nutrition.
• 5th was fun. i think? hah. jus started this new project & yeahh. Shewit took a picture of his dick & showed it to me. i was jus like, “oh goddd.” haha. look at my amazing artistic skills (: haha. Van Gogh project.

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• left for the volleyball game. chilled w/ the boys a bit. hah. Ivaan’s zipper was down & im like, “i see pink” lmao. chopped atspikey haired Danny for a little until Voleake interrupted. lmao. used the teacher’s lounge bathroom. it was niiice. hah. bus ride was fun. sang to & with Aron (: Brendan needs to learn new songs on his guitar ! lmao.

• volleyball game was intense ! JV lost the first set, won the second, then lost the 3rd by ONE point. fuuuck. it was crazy cos we thought the last point was gonna be out. but, somehow it made it in ! omg. Aron & Ivaan were sooooo pissed. like, fuuuck. didnt pay attention to Varsity. played truth or dare & cheered up Aron w/ Aron, Jovani, Andres, Abdel, & Brendan. fckin fuuuuunny. haha. i did all my dares (: we kept clicking “make it dirty” on the app. hahah. funny shit, funny shit. turns out Jovani has fantasized about me & Voleake. lmao. uhh, i guess Varsity lost. w/e. didnt watch. hah. hmm, finished playing truth or dare on the bus ride back. then, Coach Theresa came to the back to ask if anybody needed a ride. she didnt want to say it i front of Rick cos she didnt want to give him a ride. hahaha. funny shit.
• got back to the school, ride home from Coach Theresa, chilled, & knocked out all early.

April 22, 2010

cupcake made by Jazmine(: & Spanish book.

• woke up, neglected to check twitter, so i didnt know Mikey wasnt going to school. bleh. knew i missed the bus, so got a ride to school. i was all early. then i didnt see Lexus, so it was all awkward. went to class, got Cindy her book, & jus did work. 
• i really believed Cindy was going fly away in the wind. it was going to pick her up and carry her away. lmao. walked to 6th period Spanish & Jazmine had made cupcakes ! (: yummyy<3 class was chill. had to do some project. bleh. Lexus was my partner. pretty chill. Ty kept makin me laugh. hah. got Mississippi Burning to play. it was a pretty good movie if you actually watched it. pretty fucked up though. it was about civil rights & shit. so, yeeeahh..
• it started raining as soon as fckin lunch came. fuuuck out. i stayed in Tobin’s & ate frosting. lmao. called up Patrick & he was tellin me they were going to his house for lunch. fuck that. i was all the way in Tobins. i didnt want to walk all the way to his car. so, i stayed. uhh, it stopped raining the last 10 min of lunch. got some food & came back to class. pretty chill.
• bell rang, second half of class was okay. jus talked to Lexus & shit. then raised my grade to an A. it was okay.
• went to practice for like 45 min. it was okay. didnt pass or anything. jus talked to Christian & Darren. yeee. got picked up, got home, changed, left to get my hair cut.
• lady was pretty chill. bleh. it’s aaaall short. idk if i still have to get used to it or what, but i dont like it that much. i look all filipino. bleh. it better grow out soon. at least it’s somewhat thinned out.
• got home, chilled, took a nap, ate, chilled w/ my little cousin, & now here i am. yeahh. ima try to get some shit accomplished tonight. i havent even checked Tumblr yet. it’s no longer my number 1 priority(; haha. still gotta watch Glee tonight. maybe How To Train Your Dragon. we’ll see (: haha.

April 21, 2010

wow. rain fucked up my hair. split fucking ends ! it’s ridiculous. bleh. haircut tomorrow.

• woke up & got ready. Mikey’s house. realized i forgot my camera. 0 period. late again. lmao. Andres cut his hair ! he looks like his brother now.
• Art class for 2 hours. just painted. Ms. Derrick made the class coffee. i wanted iced. lmao. but, no ice. experimented & put some Milky Way in it to make it taste like caramel. lmao. it was goood(: finished my project. got tired. took a nap on the chairs for 15 min. apparently people were walking passed me like, wtf? lmao. 
• lunch was chill. dont remember much. ooh. Aron got all mad. uhh, Dario noticed my lip ring was gone. hah. first person all day.then, talked shit to Lily(: walked back to class & Lexus was like, “Janisha, you look better and better everyday” (: 
• 2 more hours of Art. edited my painting a little. Aaron came in late. kept singing “Baby-Justin Bieber”. played bullshit w/ Aaron, Shewit, & Chikis. lmao. it was funny.
• volleyball game against MOH. passed for like an hour before the game. good warm up music. felt like swangin(; lmao. Varsity lost. JV was close as fuck to winning. we won 1 set but, ended up losing the 3rd set. pretty much chill. Lily is my twiiiin(: haah. my Messican side & i’m her Black/Filipino side.
• chilled until the buses came. saw some guy on a bike w/ a rattlesnake on his handlebars. ahhh, scary ! haha. the bus followed him home. lmao. they were saying how he was prolly gonna eat it. apparently, it tastes like chicken and fish. lmao. when i got to my bus stop, it was fckin pouring rain. all of a sudden, too. i was fckin soaking & wearing shorts so i called up a ride.
• got home, ate, & took a nap. now, here i am. in desperate need of a haircut. bleh. then we take volleyball pictures tomorrow ! at least i’m getting my haircut tomorrow.

PS. it’s 4/20 & i didnt get high(: above the motherfckin influence. haha.

April 20, 2010

big ass ball(: hahah.

uhh, really didnt want to go to 0 period today. woke up late too. bleh. ended up going. wore a skirt ! hah. everybody said it looked nice(: Lexus texted me saying i looked nice today. hmm, it was refreshing(: took the first part of the Algebra CST. it was okay. boring AF waiting for everybody to finish though. went to lunch. it was good. got pissed at Dario though. still kinda am. not talking to him tomorrow. also, talked to Patrick P for a bit. he’s pretty chill. it’s different now that me & Ivaan arent going out. haha. he’s nice now. lmao. hmm, part 2 of the CST was okay. bleh. hate logs. then i didnt understand aaaanything from the EAP. aaallll bad. hah.

talked to Patrick for a little but before volleyball practice. took some pictures too(: uhh, practice was goood(: i wish i coulda passed, but it was okay. played w/ the big ass ball w/ Patches & Allen while the guys were running. it was pretty good. hah. cant wait for tomorrow’s game(:

now, im going to make today a productive day. all done w/ my CST’s (; hah. gonna try to clean up my room, cut my hair, take out my lip piercing, & all that good shit. prolly gonna do some crunches too. bleh. haha.

April 19, 2010

@ John’s Pizza.

• woke up all early, showered, did my hair, went to John’s Pizza w/ my Uncle and his wife & kids.
• got there, got my hand stamped, met up w/ Voleake & Kiana, got foood, had fun(: it was my little sister’s birthday party. it was fun(: lots of fam. rode the Twister twice, played some games, ate til i was hella full, cut the cake, took pictures, and pretty much chilled.
• walked around the mall w/ Kiana & Voleake. bought a skirt & shirt ! haha. yeee.

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• came back. chilled for a bit til everyone left.
• walked around the mall w/ Voleake. bought a Volleyball & a hair straightener.
• got a ride home from Voleake’s mom. had to hide my lip ring. lmao.

April 18, 2010

okay. fuuuun day(: ^ yumm, Red Robin<3

• woke up at like 12 from a weird ass dream. i dreamt that i died & Aron said something that made me become a ghost. i guess i had “unfinished business”. lmao. but, yeee, it was trippy. some people could see me & some people couldnt. i really dont remember what else happened, but yeahh.
• got ready, then picked up Voleake. shopped at Plaza for like 3 hours. then, ate Red Robin for the first timeee(: bought hella shit & the food was good(: haha. i’m happy.
• bought: 3 shirts from Forever 21, a red v neck, 2 cami’s from Papaya, & some Vulcanized Vans<3
• dropped off Voleake, chilled at home, & planned out tomorrow. it should be goood(: haha. cant wait.
• i’ll see what else i do today. ima try to get some shit done. i’ve accomplished not making Tumblr my first priority. i know ima go back through though. gonna be like 400 pages. lmao. w/e. haha.

April 17, 2010

got home & knocked out. so, sthu. haha.

• woke up & fell back to sleep. so, was running kinda late. went to Mikey’s. 0 period was okay. sat close to Cindy. hah. didnt bring shiiit today. so, had to restart Chap. 3 from the beginning. was gonna tell Leanne Happy Birthday but Cindy ruined it(; lmao.
• English CST was okay. lunch was okay. went to Ms. Tobin’s class to see my grade & get my guest pass. bitch gave me a B-. -_____- i always do my work ! BITCH.
• finished 2nd part of the CST hella fast. then, Mr. G gave me like 3 peanut butter jelly sandwiches(:
• practice was fucking fuuun ! taught the Coach’s how to jerk. swanged w/ Brendan. watched Ivaan’s videos. practiced to music(: & yeeeahhh. it was fckin fuuunnnyyy ! had so much fun. too bad i had to leave early.
• kissedddd somebody ! hah. better not be awkward between me & him.
• got home, did laundry, & left for Toys R ‘Us. finally got my coloring book ! yeee(:
• got home, had to dry my shorts w/ a blow dryer. & left to meet up w/ Adrian.
• met up w/ em at Taco Bell, went to go pick up Allen, swanged in the parking lot lmao, then headed to SUHI.
• got there, watched the performances, then swaaaaanged w/ heeelllaa niggas(: mm, fun(; hahaha. 
• ate Cotija’s after. the BEST fckin California burritos there. i swear they are so fckin delicious. lmao.
• got home, knocked out. it was a good day(:

April 16, 2010